My series of posts the other day were not my finest hour. With the game over and some time to reflect I can say it came from a place of insecurity. I've long feared that I'd lost my ability to analyze or make effective cases, in part due to your posts indicating my cases are usually bad and my villager skill exaggerated. Obviously I know I'm not infallible or anything like that, and never was, and my cases can and should receive push back, yet still the sweeping claims about my abilities deepened my doubts, especially when I was wrong (as a villager). That's why this game I did not pursue Wagon on Day 3, even though I considered his behavior incredibly suspicious, I got substantial pushback for it and people started saying he was a likely goodie.
So when he and you both flipped baddies in the night 3 update, I felt vindicated and in a solidly villagerish position. My ego got to my head a bit and so when three people showed up one after another to vote me I lashed out at what I viewed as unjustifiable. I hadn't wanted to drag in my issues regarding your comments about my abilities, but as I discussed events in thread I realized how much of my perception of a major struggle between us came from my particular view rather than actual events in thread. Rather than reflect on this, I doubled down on my perception and dragged it into the thread.
Ultimately I survived the day, but I don't think my ranting did anything to help that.
And yes, on reflection I'm aware of the hypocrisy of my complaints about your comments on my cases and my throwing out of insults at people voting me. I'm sorry to
@happycats517 @Arkasas @MAWofdoom @Chefjones and anyone else I insulted this this game. I will strive not to do so going forward.