Christmas day 1942
The snow crunched under his feet as he left the train station in Stockholm and Erik smiled as he crossed the square outside.
He had lost the night before Christmas to travel, and while that was the height of Christmas in Scandinavia the sound of frozen snow after the sleet in Copenhagen and the knowledge of being on his way to Stockholm had been more than enough to compensate.
Now he made his way across the inner city towards his meagre hotel and the Danish representation fully aware that he had to walk in plain sight to allow whoever had been waiting for his arrival to pick up his trail easily.
It was a strange feeling for a man who had spent the last two trying his best
not to be noticed.
He passed another small square and entered the hotel lobby. It was small and cheap, but clean and well run and he certainly didn't expect to stay there very much. As he signed in at the desk he asked the receptionist to get him a certain number in Stockholm.
The young officer unpacked slowly in his room and took a shower, he didn't expect the message to go through very quickly. He was lying on his bed reading when someone knocked on the door.
"Your call to the Danish Embassy has gone through, you can take it in the salon."
Erik nodded his thanks and followed the porter down, certain the distraction would serve to have his room checked. He shrugged, that was to be expected, the placing of the phone call had hardly taken an hour, but making sure someone was ready to search his room while he talked no doubt took a few moments on Christmas day.
"This is Lieutenant Erik.....
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Yes exactly. I have arrived in Stockholm this morning with the dispatches.
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Yes I know it is Christmas morning.
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Out of town? Copenhagen should have informed him I was coming today or tomorrow.
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Snow? Well what did he expect in Northern Sweden? I have to catch the agreed train back in a few days or the Germans thinks I am staying here and will not let another messenger go.
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Well see if you can get in touch with someone. I'll check for messages here in the hotel.
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That won't be necessary, I expect to have dinner out.
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Yes I know it is Christmas, I am sure I'll find somewhere to eat."
Erik hung up and stood for moment lost in thought. He had expected to be called to the embassy more or less directly, after all they had been informed of his arrival, he as sure.
He picked up the phone again, hoping to get an operator and not the hotel clerk. He was in luck and in slow halting Swedish like Danish asked for a number in Stockholm. No luck. He had sent a telegram but had not expected to be free until late afternoon.
Giving whoever was looking over his room another minute he returned to pick up his coat and hat and left the hotel.
The snow was still fresh, but the sun had already set when he entered the street again. He was almost alone in the holiday deserted dusk and he almost felt pity for the men who would have to shadow him through a quiet and wintry city. If they bothered. Hopefully he had given them no reason to check him more than any other visitor.
He turned a few corners, not going the most direct route, but still heading in the general direction of Gamla Stan. As he reached the familiar street and saw the doorway further up he felt an unusual pit in his stomach. She had not acknowledged his arrival, there had been no time, and she had not picked up the phone. She could have left town for the holidays, though her parents were not in Sweden. She could have left him, though how would she know he was the one on the phone?
A strange anxiety gripped him and he unwittingly lengthened his steps. He was at the door soon enough and hastily opened it. He almost ran up the stairs, and stopped, a little out of breath at her door. Feeling like a fool he stood for a while, collecting himself, she was hardly home yet, he had called less than an hour ago.
He was so preoccupied that he never heard the person coming up the stairs from below until a surprisingly strong grip grabbed his arm and spun him around.
He never managed to get a sound out before she had her arms around his neck and covered his mouth with her kiss. As they resurfaced for air Erik grinned sheepishly, not sure why he had been so worried.
Sofia found a key and opened the door, still not questioning his presence. Inside he could see the silent inquiry in her eyes,
"I was sent here with short notice, I have to deliver a diplomatic dispatch at the embassy, but they are closed, and well."
He smiled again, still feeling foolish,
"I wanted to spend time with you."
It was the closest to a declaration of love he had ever given, and her eyes told him that he had not been remiss in coming.
He would indeed be able to find a place to eat in Stockholm, despite the holiday closed city.
The next few days seemed to fly by. Erik spent as much time as possible in Sofia's apartment, only interrupted by brief visits to the hotel and Embassy to check for messages.
Sofia left a few times, to shop, or to work, she still kept her job in the local restaurant where Erik had first met her. At those times Erik went to the Hotel or on long walks in the quiet snow covered town.
He had not contacted the Englishman, he wanted to talk to the Embassy first and the days went by like a completely unexpected holiday. He had made sure the Embassy informed Copenhagen of the delay, hoping fervently that Copenhagen could mollify the Germans so he would not be met in Helsingør by a number of dark clad Germans.
The young Dane was heading back to the apartment in a brisk walk in the dusk. Up ahead two men seemed in deep conversation with a young woman. Erik paused briefly, he had not seen many on his trip, and certainly not standing still in the cold.
One of the men looked up and saw Erik approaching down the street and quickly said something to his companions. the girl made a hasty farewell and disappeared into a doorway. When Erik reached the spot there were no signs of the trio.
He shrugged, this clandestine life of his made him see ghosts everywhere, likely they had just been friends walking home together and finished their chat before saying goodbyes.
But he thought the girl had looked like Sofia. Shrugging off the thought he lengthened his steps and hurried towards the apartment she should be home by now, her shift ending a little while ago.
He found his lover busy washing the kitchen floor when he entered the front door using the key she had given him. Erik hung up his coat trying hard to shed the nagging feeling that he had missed something and found an old newspaper to put on the floor to catch the melting snow.
That night he could not sleep, and decided that this holiday had to end soon. Something was happening, he just didn't know what.
The following day he left the appropriate messages at the Danish Embassy, hoping to find the attaché back after the weekend, and then left a small note for the Englishman in the bar where they had met the first time.
When Sofia left for work that afternoon Erik headed in the opposite direction and took a long walk through a number of deserted parks. When he felt confident he was not followed he found the back entrance to the small bar and sat down, hoping the Englishman had gotten his message.
Savouring his hot coffee he did not have to wait for long. The diminutive man from his first visits slipped in next to him and ordered.
"Not like tea at home, but what can one expect when the Germans hug the transports to India and beyond."
Erik smiled. He believed the small man played the stereotype to the fullest.
"Probably not, but not something I can relate to. At home we make tea and apple tree leaves."
The other grimaced,
"So what news have you brought from Copenhagen then?"
Erik relayed the discussions with the Communist leader and the mysterious fire that no one seems to take responsibility for.
"It is not like Ålborg?"
Erik had earlier relayed the young group of schoolboys who had played a series of pranks on the Germans based out of their local school.
"No, this is serious, the target was of significant economic and strategic value, it was not in public knowledge that it was stored there, and the damage was considerable. The effect on other operations could well be great. The Germans know it, we know it."
The English man nodded,
"Better to take control then. What did they do after the rail bombings?"
Erik shrugged,
"Surprisingly little, they cleaned up, set guards on the tracks and trains, but they had no clue to the culprits and since it wasn't repeated they slowly eased into their old routines."
"Well, I suggest someone find the saboteurs and include them rather than having them run free and..
Well I can't really say what to do, and certainly the official order could well be to sit tight, but I think you should consider releasing the communists under controlled form, and keep Christian's operation to the information gathering. I expect that there are rather watertight seals between the two operations with little or no connection save you and the commander?"
Erik merely nodded and the Englishman emptied his cup.
"Will you be coming back?"
The Dane shrugged,
"Probably not in a while, I was not up for this journey so it will be someone else the next couple of times."
The other nodded his goodbye and left, leaving Erik alone in the bar. He had several hours before Sofia returned and he would have to find something else to do than the empty apartment.
That night there was a strange finality to their lovemaking and Erik awoke to a message that the Danish attaché would see him at nine with a train ticket for the twelve o'clock train to the south.
Scampering to reach the hotel to pack, he quickly kissed Sofia goodbye and left in a hurry.
The meeting at the embassy was dull and quick, leaving Erik to wonder if the attaché already had heard the news and if his trip had been in vain. As he sat in the train heading south through the snow covered landscape he decided it had been a success, not the official parts, but all the rest. Now he only needed to tell Christian about the Englishman's orders, the official and the suggestion.