June 23, 1938,
Bocharovo
My 18th birthday has been remarkable. Yesterday, Uncle Zhenya and Papa came back from Rzhev with a cake and vodka. The cake was large, round, white, and very tasty. We don't get much cakes here; the life of a peasant is a hard life, but it suits me. Papa brought a friend from the Red Army, a Sergeant if I recall correctly. His name is Pavel. They both started convincing me to join the Red Army. They started talking about the benefits of joining the Army, about how 'fun' it is, about the adventures, about the action. They touched a soft spot inside of me and I've been contemplating joining for the past 12 hours. Pavel told me to meet him at the Rzhev Rail Station whenever I have time. There, we'll talk about me joining the Red Army. But, for now I just want to celebrate the fact that I've officially entered adulthood.
I received this book with empty pages from Mama. She encouraged me to start a diary, so that I won't forget about what I did in the past. Mama has been keeping a diary for the past 30 years, ever since she was 12. I don't even want to know what information, good or bad, has been kept in it. She's seen her fair share of horrible things in life.
The Red Army Sergeant, Pavel, gave me an ammunition pouch and a Tokarev pistol for self-defence. A pistol like that has good stopping power and the forests around Bocharovo contain many creatures that I don't want to meet or even see without a weapon. The ammunition pouch he gave me now gives me almost instant access to ammunition. That means I won't have to carry ammunition in my pockets, however weird that may sound.
I've been thinking about Pavel and what he said to me; "Meet me at Rzhev Rail Station between 8:00 and 16:00." Maybe this Red Army really is for me. I've decided to go to Rzhev with Uncle Zhenya tomorrow. Then, I'll meet with Pavel.
Danila Morozov
The rail station in Rzhev.