"Into The Wilds, Part 7"
25th Naomi, 10 (2188)
Naomi Of Unity
I throw up. Again.
Training for the fight at this point in a pregnancy is horrible, and all I have to do is control the animatronic.
Animatronic really doesn't do it justice. They're actually one of the old technologies of the Iriphubliki, prototypes on the path to
Homo Tipheret - all Thando did was make these two look and feel like Buri and me.
They were an offshoot of the development process of
Homo Tipheret during the skeletal and musculature revisions working towards the total replacement of the Human skeleton with titanium alloys ten times stronger than the original calcium-based structure.
And the Holocron has been taking them out of storage as part of the Iriphubliki-In-Exile's efforts to adopt biont forms; he now uses one of these things as an R&D exercise to iron out bugs, and they're scaling up production capacity to start equipping the millions of Neumanns in New Bulawayo, New Mzilikazi, New Lobengula, New Lupane (they've been expanding massively) and on Kri-Kyase-Ci (although those ones are adopting Kyaese-like forms instead) with them.
I pause. Get my duplicate to stand still.
I examine her, look at her the way Buri looks at me.
I can see why Buri thought she was me, it's quite life-like. I do understand, especially given he found her laid with a light covering of petals in candle light. But just like fake-Buri there's a few inaccuracies; she's not as wrinkled as I am. Hair roots aren't going grey like mine are. Her skin is less blotchy. And... Various parts of her look like mine used to several years ago.
I haven't aged well.
My husband comes in. "Wife Naomi." I wonder which he will pick. I stay as motionless as possible. He comes over, cautiously. Sniffs the air. Sniffs me. Nuzzles me. "Found you."
I feel so complicated as I burst into tears.
"What's wrong my love?"
I lean into him. "Realising I'm getting old..." I pause. He nuzzles me. "I'm glad you picked me."
"I always will. What do you mean by 'getting old'?"
"I'll be 41 this year."
"And?"
"That's the age by which MSI recycles Companionship Assets. Although most have committed suicide by then."
"Why?"
"Because by then we've been replaced by the next generation, and no one wants us anymore, while our debts continue to rise... You either do it yourself or wait for them to do it to you."
"And you worry about that?"
I nod. "You live in constant fear of being recycled, while they use you until only a husk remains. And it's crippling."
"Says the woman who isn't afraid of being crucified by them?"
"I am afraid of that, but it's not quite the same... It's different now we are free."
"You know what you can lose now."
I nod. "Odoos said the same thing, several years ago."
He lays me on my back. I smile. "Let's talk about something we can deal with. Clan B'Turna."
"Well, there's a few possibilities. What if this guy was actually the creepy uncle of the family, and that was why he was sold to MSI?"
My husband contemplates it. I've got a perfect view of his upper body, he is really working hard...
"...Naomi?"
"Sorry Buri, I got distracted."
He nuzzles me. "I said that I doubt it."
He softens as I embrace him. "Why?"
"You are much more forgiving than me."
"I'm just thinking that there's a reason why a B'Turna was on the slave ship." I look at my husband's teeth. Oh. He has a small chip missing off his left sabre, when did that happen? "What do you think?"
He nuzzles me. "My head hurts."