Chapter 50: An Enjoyable Hobby
“Courage is fire, and bullying is smoke.”
Benjamin Disraeli
Toulouse, June 26, 1082
Eberhard de Toulouse’s quill scratched across the parchment as he wrote. It was one of the few things to do these days that he found enjoyable. What Eberhard was writing was more than Father Lois required of him. He was just writing what was coming to his mind at the moment.
Even though it had been only a little under two months, Eberhard missed Gaston and Bert. He had know Gaston for as long as he could remember. Sure, Robert was still in Toulouse, but Gaston’s younger brother prefered higher energy hobbies which Eberhard was not fit enough to take part in.
Eberhard wrote on:
I miss him, I really do, but he’s so short sighted sometimes. He used to always do everything with Barnard before he died. Gaston still thinks highly of him.
He does not understand, though. There was so much that happened right under Gaston’s nose. Behind his back. Barnard was a bully. He
He stopped there for a moment, shifting his weight in his seat:
teased me for by club foot. Constantly. To make it worse, he teased me whenever Gaston was not looking, when no one else was looking.
Eberhard stopped, not wanting to think about the subject anymore, let alone write about it. He put down his quill, and looked out the window of his chamber. As the sun shone through, he could see that everyone was outside. Eberhard tried to see if he could spot Clara, but she did not seem to be out there. He shook his head.
Picking up his quill , Eberhard began again:
Miquel is just as bad. Clara came back to the manor last evening with a black eye. She would not say anything, and none of the adults seemed to know how it happened. I have an idea.
Pieronela said that Clara would not let anyone, not even Bregida, into her chamber and she stayed there for more than an hour, crying. Why did he do it?
He paused for a moment, seriously trying to answer the question. Eberhard knew that Miquel disliked Clara and her brother, but he still couldn’t figure out why Miquel was all of a sudden doing this. He knew what Clara must be going through, and felt he could identify with her. But...
He finnished with:
What can I do?
That seemed to be an even tougher question than the previous one.
What can I do? Eberhard thought,
Could anything I do help? I can’t stand up to him. He’s bigger and stronger than me.
He walked over to his bed and stuffed the parchment under his matress.
What can I do? Eberhard repeatedly asked himself this question. He was beginning to doubt if he could do anything.
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A little bit of insightfull character development for Eberhard.