War of the North and Trident
Finding Peace
Bryton Badics
(January 317)
Everything hurt so much. He was now twice widowed and he felt so alone again. It felt as if he was placed in the tower all over again. Yet this time he still had to focus and do his duty. When he had merged his forces with the King’s he was surprised when he was asked to command the left flank of the massive army while Terrance was given the right. Each of them would take control of fifteen thousand men. Even more surprising was when Arstan had asked to fight with the King’s men. He didn’t understand it, but he approved it nevertheless. The man had always been by his side, but even he was beginning to pull away from him. He needed to find peace or else his mind would kill him. Now though he had to concentrate on the coming battle.
As the horns began to blow he and the other fifty thousand men of the south slowly began to trudge across the great snow fields which separated their two armies. They lay of the land was so peaceful. During the night there had been another snow storm which cleansed the ground between them. There were no tracks from man, beast, or cart. All there was, was the perfect white field. With each step the men of either side slowly destroyed the clean field. Once they met in the center the perfect whiteness would be destroyed by the red of blood and entrails.
Ensuring that his line was in order Bryton kept trying to picture his wives’ faces. For some reason when he tried to see either of them all he could see was the box that carried away the first and the flames that had taken the second. When he then tried to remember his father’s face all he could see was a pile of rocks and a single lantern. The dead were gone to him. Feeling the weight of his loss again Bryton did everything he could to push it away. He had to ignore it, there was a battle to fight. Thirty thousand men stood only yards away from him and if he did not concentrate one of them would kill him. He had to stay focused.
With a quick motion he rose and dropped his hand. With his arm went the rush of thousands of men on either side. Those last few feet of emptiness were being overwhelmed by the men of the world. Then in a second it was gone and the battle had begun.
In his hand he held his father’s sword which he had taken from Wallace Waynwood back at the Battle of Old Anchor. It was not a great Valyrian sword, but it was castle forged. With it he cut and slashed his way through the men before him. He did as he was taught and brought down man after man. The fight was a hard one, but it felt as if they were winning. Things were going well.
At least they were until his mind started to try and remember his wives’ faces again. Then suddenly the tempo changed and he felt the drum of swords and spears against him. The pain that he felt inside was beginning to be felt outside as well. Here he would die. Here he would fall and another would take his place.
Feeling another strike to his helm, his head began to ring. As it did he thought he could hear a voice speaking at his side. “Young Lord why do you falter?” It was Ser Durran. The man had taken his place and was now fighting back the men who had been beating him so badly. “You are the son of Lord Paul Badics. You are the Lord of Strongsong.” Spinning his blade in a great slash the three men before the knight fell dead. “Your son sits as the Prince of Dorne and your sister is our Queen. Her husband, your King, is counting on you to lead us to victory.” Letting his spot be taken by another Durran came face to face with him. “You must accept your losses and embrace them. There is nothing you can do. All you can do is your duty.”
Embrace his losses? Trying to remember his wives again he returned to the line. Yet again the spears and blades pelted against him without end. He could not seem to embrace his loss like Durran had suggested. Everything just hurt. His father, his mother, and his wives had all been taken. All of their faces were blank, but he still felt the loss. Those four could not have been more different, yet the only thing he could remember of them was emptiness and sorrow.
Maybe that was the trick. Maybe he needed to accept the emptiness. It was at that moment when he spotted Smalljon. The leader of the rebel army was coming to the line and he was coming right to him. This was the moment that would determine his future. Would he die here in the bloody plains of the North or would he return to the Vale a hero? Slashing out with his father’s sword it struck the Smalljon’s and the emptiness enveloped him.