ORIGINALLY POSTED ON ADAMS BOARDS BECAUSE PARADOX WAS DOWN:
Why I quit WAR:
I probably shouldnt have committed suicide in the manner that I did and in hindsight I can see your frustration but consider my position for a moment. I had just done everything in my power to defeat the OE fighting with both Portugal and Denmark and I still lost. Not only did I lose, but I lost Prinz Eugen in the process and France broke their vassalage. So really the future of Austria was simply to submit to being an OE henchman and that I would not accept.
Temujin, John, and I would argue BOCAJ won this game. They build fantastic countries and I applaud them. However, the stubborness of certain players, luck, and a combination of a lot of decisions left central Europe with (after my defeat) what would become 4 minor powers. Spain, Netherlands, and Poland were dead. Brandenburg, France, Austria, and Venice lack the strength to really do anything without help. So essentially the center of Europe was killed and the fringe powers made great.
Thats cool and all. You guys win, good job, pat on the back. But playing as a central power that is incapable of any kind of real independent policy just isnt fun for me. Now I probably shouldnt have collapsed myself, but I was hoping that my death would perhaps strengthen Brandenburg and France to the point that they could be somewhat effective. A far fetched goal, but the last on my mind.
Talking before the game, Drew said it best. Either I would win the war or I would lose and slide into death. Well, I lost the war and so I gave up. Psychologically, the events of the session were horrific. But I was able to maintain cool emotions, even if they were self-destructive. That is actually pretty good for me. Usually I just drop and tell people to fuck off. But I am maturing now

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So judge me as you will, but know my reasons. A world of 5 superpowers and 4 slaves just isnt fun for the slaves. I would love to play in the next incarnation of WAR, if you will have me. I promise to not intentionally collapse my country and simply resign at end of session; if I ever decide to quit. I understand if you dont want me to play, but dont let a single crime of passion shape your whole judgement of my worth to a game.
When I thought I had a chance to be a major power, it was the best game I ever played in. Honest. Temujin, you are a fantastic warrior and I respect you. John and Drew, never saw you fight but your diplomacy is top notch. I give you the wreath of victory. Peace out brothers. Enjoy the wars.
Additional Text to Respond to Certain People:
1. Dago shouldnt say a damn thing about me considering what he did to Poland.
2. My self-destruction was imposed by me, not my enemies; Lady Europa. I committed suicide intentionally; not because of ganging. I did NOT have too many enemies. France didnt break away until very late in the war after Prinz Eugen died and I was psychologically and physically broken by the OE.
3. It is easy for people who are fighting naval wars of "land-assault-retreat" to act as if Temujin is easily defeated. Perhaps he is easily "picked at", but you try holding back the OE hordes on your border. Especially when you are fighting Russia at the same damn time. Russia never posed a serious threat to me on his own, only when combined with the OE. I let him overrun Poland, sending only a few skirmishing armies to fight there. But once he started sending 30-50k armies to support Temujin's counterattacks and causing me to lose battles that way, Russian help was a decisive factor.