Chapter 27: Home (August 13th, 1335-October 19th, 1340)
*September 26th, 1335*
The ocean spray, the warm early-autumn sunlight, the cry of distant gulls, the white cliffs approaching in the distance; these sights and sensations were as a dreamscape to Iulianu. The churning in his stomach, the blurring of his vision was perhaps not entirely a symptom of his voyage, which after all included relatively little time on the sea. Many ports were willing to receive the ships of the Barbary pirates, a surprising amount, in fact. At each one, Iulianu witnessed sad, broken men like himself, all in chains and all auctioned off to the all-too-eager hands of waiting slavers, where unnumbered depredations awaited. As he grew dizzy stepping down the ramp to the shoreline, he wished only that whatever unsavory fate was to be his own would simply get underway already.
He did not witness who it was who exchanged payment with the Barbary pirates, nor did he note their passing. His stomach was a churning mass of cogs in a ruined clocktower. Thus he also did not see who it was who inspected the Sardinian prisoners, releasing each one before him, each one grateful beyond power of speech. He did not register when his shoulders were clasped in a great exaltation, and when he was half-dragged to a stately inn near the seashore. Speech occurred in his general vicinity, he knew not whether it was directed to him, or who it was that spoke. A terrible retching overcame him, bile spurting from his lips uncontrollably. Darkness inevitably followed.
Iulianu awoke some time later, rather perplexed. He felt beneath him the tell-tale swaying of a ship at sea; was it possible he never left the ship? Was his experience naught but a dream? The clenching sensation in his stomach reminded him of his earlier pain, still present but to a lesser degree. With that episode past, he could perceive his surroundings more clearly, recognizing the bed he laid upon, the cabin he occupied, and two faces hovering over him as he awoke.
Or at least, he
thought he recognized them. It took considerable effort to peer past the mists of time and the change of seasons, and with great difficulty he forced two small, quiet names from his lips:
“Filumena? Constanzo?”
He could scarcely believe his eyes, perhaps wondering if the dream had ever ended. Nearly fifteen years had passed since he had seen either his sister or her husband, their cousin, and the erosion of age had not left them untouched; Constanzo was showing considerable graying in his temples and beard, and Filumena had put on quite a bit of weight. Still, the details of their faces resonated deep within Iulianu’s consciousness, and he knew them instantly on a deep, almost instinctual level.
Filumena approached him slowly, her eyes shimmering with tears. He realized that she now looked more like their mother than ever before.
“Thanks be to God, Iulianu. We’ve found you, we finally found you.”
“What...how did you...get on the ship…”
“Do you know where you are?”
“I...thought I did…”
“We’re bound from Menorca now. That’s where you came to us, where we finally found you. We’ve been searching for two years now.”
“How...I don’t…”
“There’s so much, Iulianu. So much we must tell you, I hardly know where to begin.”
“Menorca…”
Constanzo interjected, stepping forward to stand alongside his wife. Had Iulianu had more of his wits about him, he might have noticed Constanzo’s rather fashionable garb; it seemed he had improved upon the questionable clothing tastes of his father.
“Yes, Menorca, old boy. I have an office there in the old trading post. Of course we couldn’t stay long, what with Duke Tedice marshalling the army there. Going to be quite a battle there against those Moorish upstarts; shame we won’t get to see it.”
Filumena brushed Iulianu’s hair, slick with sweat, from his eyes. “Rest easy now, my brother. We’ll explain it all in time. Sleep now. When you wake up, we’ll be in Sardinia. We’ll be home.”
Iulianu felt his eyes flutter, and a strange trembling rocked his innards.
Home. That single, powerful, ever-elusive word again. That word which formed the axis of his world, his aims, for uncounted years. The word he thought never to utter again, and there it was, spread out before him so easily, so mercifully. And yet his mind, jumbled about though it was, was elsewhere.
“Have to make room for her...when we get there…”
“What was that, Iulianu? What did you say?”
“What’s she...going to drink…”
Constanzo put his hand on his wife’s shoulder. “He’s still delirious. We should let him rest.”
Filumena nodded, watching as Iulianu’s eyelids fell, as his whole body released its tension. He remained in silence for a long while after that.
*November 26th, 1335*
News had come piecemeal, in manageable portions, so as not to overwhelm him. It was a futile gesture; the whole experience was overwhelming to him.
Iulianu gazed out across the rolling hills of the Mandrilosai. The rough country roads were not made for a carriage such as the one Constanzo had taken for the occasion, and so the ride was replete with bumps and jostling. Iulianu paid it little mind, though, as his eyes wandered about the green-gold hills and white sky, blanketed by clouds signalling a sizeable snowfall this year. A deep breath filled his lungs with brisk air, and his mind with memories beyond counting.
Much had changed in his absence, but this, at least, remained the same.
He remembered little of the arrival in Oristano, and was only partially conscious during his recovery. He had always wondered what the hospital there was like, but was not pleased to arrive as a patient rather than a visitor. Nevertheless his recovery was fitful yet complete.
In that time he learned much of what had transpired in his absence. Constanzo relayed to him that the search for him had taken considerable time and effort; lacking specific information about where he was held, he was forced to generally search amongst rumors of captured or missing Sardinians leftover from the Andalusian campaigns. He was uncharacteristically sheepish in admitting his role in the fate of the family vineyard. He explained that Iulianu’s long absence had opened up the property to public bids, and that a group of local burghers had purchased it almost immediately. For some time they managed the place, and Marianu and Tharesa went south to stay with her relatives in Cagliari. Four years ago, Constanzo was able to buy out the property from its owners, putting it squarely back in the hands of the family. Iulianu, far from his initial standoffishness with his cousin, was willing at once to accept the deal he proposed: to leave Iulianu to manage the property in his name and deliver unto him a percentage of all products sold, in exchange for a sizeable recapitalization and enough hired labor to care for the place properly. In a way, it was everything Iulianu could’ve dreamed of. He was surprised that Constanzo had seemingly proved to be a much more adept businessman than his father; Constanzo only shrugged at the suggestion.
Filumena told them that their mother had passed away two years ago. This was part of the reason why their search for him had become so fervent: it was her greatest wish, even to her deathbed, that Iulianu be found and returned home. Although Iulianu in some way expected his mother to be gone, the news cast a pall over him, one which he still struggled to deal with. He was, however, happy to know that Marianu was doing relatively well for himself. In exchange for relinquishing his claim on the vineyard, Constanzo had used some connections to get Marianu a position in a carpenter’s guild in Cagliari. He flourished in his new work, excelling despite his physical handicap; Iulianu felt great pride in his brother. Just before Tharesa’s passing, he was married to a lowborn girl; Iulianu understood that they were expecting their first child together.
It would be a child to join his growing list of nieces and nephews: Filumena and Constanzo’s children visited him in the hospital. Iulianu at that moment was keenly aware of just how much time had passed: the eldest, Elena, was already eighteen years of age and married to the son of one of Constanzo’s business partners. The others were Sebustianu, sixteen years old and already well on his way to take over the family business from his father, Maddalena, nine, precocious and feisty, and Constanza, six, shy and gentle.
Looking at them all filled Iulianu with a certain familial pride...followed soon thereafter by a profound emptiness.
“We’ve arrived.” Iulianu turned as Constanzo opened the door, eager to stretch his legs. “Bit of a rocky road, but nothing too taxing for an adventurer like you, eh?”
Iulianu frowned. He detested this “adventurer” joke that Constanzo devised during his recuperation. He looked past Constanzo at the rows of vines, all neatly trimmed, all waiting for springtime to begin their cycle of growth once again. It was the very same sight he espied each and every time he closed his eyes for years on end, and now that it was before him, he found himself quite stunned, as if he were watching his own dream.
“Yes, it was a bit touch-and-go for a while, but I think this place is on the upswing, finally. It’s still going to take some work to get it fully functional, of course, but I didn’t think you’d mind getting back to it.”
“That’s...that’s true.”
“...I’ll leave you alone for a moment. But then we have much to discuss, yes, very much!”
Iulianu ran his fingers down a row of vines, feeling the texture of their leaves as they passed between them. It was almost too much to be believed, that he would be standing back where his life began, and where, he hoped, it would end. For a moment he let his feet wander where they would, heedless of time or direction. Soon he saw another figure waiting about near the house, clad in the robes of a churchman. As he approached, he could hardly believe his eyes:
“Perdu?!”
“Blessed day to you, Iulianu. Welcome home.”
“I can’t believe it, it’s so good to...why are you dressed as a priest?”
“Hey! I ain’t
dressed as a priest! Yer lookin’ at a full-blown man o’ God over ‘ere, so show some respect!”
The laughter erupted from Iulianu’s mouth like a burst dam. Perdu waited impatiently for him to let up before continuing:
“Look wise guy, after I got back from campaign I took t’ the church t’ straighten out some stuff in my life, all right? It was a big-type deal ‘n all. N’ then Father Èfis got too old t’ keep on at the church, and so there I am comin’ in to replace ‘im. Ta-da! Say hello t’ Father Perdu!”
“I just can’t believe it. You, of all people.”
“Yeah, me, of all people. It’s been workin’ out real good so far, though. Church life’s not so bad, all in all. Less excitin’, but a lot safer. ‘Specially after-”
“Yes, after Andalusia.”
“After Andalusia.”
“Perdu...er, I apologize,
Father Perdu-”
“Eh, I’ll let it slide; I’ll hold off on the eternal damnation n’ all.”
“Oh, how generous of you. Listen, I...I’ve been wondering something on my way back here, and maybe you can answer me. I have to know what happened to Lionardo. In a way it’s his fault that I was-”
Perdu’s countenance grew more reserved. “Well, you ain’t gotta worry ‘bout that no more. Nobody does.”
“What do you mean?”
“See, a while back in Aracena, Lionardo got into a quarrel with one o’ his cronies ‘bout some plunder ‘r somethin’. One thing led to another, brawl breaks out, somebody draws a knife, ‘n...well, there y’ go. Lionardo ain’t nobody’s problem no more.”
Iulianu nodded silently. He found himself unsurprised by Lionardo’s fate.
“Well, enough ‘bout that. I got a lot to ask you, old buddy. One o’ these days I gotta sit you down n’ hear all ‘bout yer adventures.”
“I wish everyone would stop with that. I’m not an adventurer, I wasn’t on any adventures.”
“Suit yerself. You c’n talk t’ me ‘bout any o’ them y’ want, y’know. Like did you see any o’ the fightin’ in Menorca at all?”
“No, I was only there briefly. And I wasn’t quite conscious for it, either.”
“Oh man, I heard those Moorish bastards really got what’s comin’ to ‘em this time! They got wiped out! Wish I’da seen it.”
Iulianu winced. “Er...perhaps. I’m not sure if they deserved such a harsh treatment, though.”
“What’re you talkin’ ‘bout? Them Moors ain’t go no place on Menorca or nowheres else in the kingdom. That’s why the king’s such a great guy, he’s defendin’ the faith from all them infidels n’ straightenin’ them all out.”
Iulianu felt a dull pain in his gut as Perdu spoke. He could not see the multitudes of enemies Perdu envisioned when he spoke of “the Moors.” He could think only of two in particular, one of which bore his face…
*January 1st, 1336*
Life in Sardinia and Corsica assumed its usual rhythm, a rhythm orchestrated by the watchful presence of the Red Crown. The eyes of the nobility were ever-searching, in this case for a bride for Prince Perdu, newly widowed after his wife was beset by a rabid madness and a frothing of the mouth.
For the enemies of the Red Crown, the world was a living nightmare. King Ciro, not content with merely imprisoning the former Sevillan duke Albert and stripping him of his titles, set about to exact a most gruesome vengeance on the hapless fellow, torturing him incessantly.
News of this latest indignity was ill-received by the people of Andalusia, and further rebellion arose in a newborn fit of anger and resentment towards the Red Crown.
But for Iulianu, such things were once again distant and altogether unimportant. He had set about the work of the day with a vengeance and threw himself into the task of working the vineyard. There was a joyous simplicity in his life once again, and in toil he slowly made an effort to divest himself of the burdens afflicting his mind.
He feared that it would be some time, however, before he could enjoy a night of peaceful slumber.
He had taken a short respite from his duties to attend a feast celebrating Christmas and the coming of the new year at Constanzo and Filumena’s home in Oristano. He was something of a “guest of honor,” fielding all manner of questions about his journeys and experiences. He answered with polite vagaries, impatient yet willing to affect a relatively friendly demeanor, if for no other reason than for his sister’s sake. She did seem overjoyed to have Iulianu back on Sardinian soil, and the feeling seemed to be somewhat contagious.
The night wore on and the feast was worn down to its last scraps, the attendants having stuffed themselves vigorously, as if they were forbidden to eat until the next new year’s celebration. The subject turned to a hundred minor points of gossip and chatter, which Iulianu only half paid attention to. The current topic was the subject of names for Marianu’s upcoming child; though he could not be in attendance, this did not deter Filumena and her friends.
“What about ‘Ciro,’ after our king? It’s a popular name these days.”
“It’s
too popular, I say! Every other boy is named ‘Ciro’ or ‘Perdu’ or some such thing. Enough with the royal names!”
“Royal names are good luck.”
“Horseshoes are good luck, but you wouldn’t name a child after them.”
“I might.”
“Well, that’s your affair, then. What about ‘Lisandru’? That’s a fine name.”
“Well, we’re also assuming it’s going to be a boy. It could be a girl, you know.”
“Why not a boy? We could use a boy.”
“We should consider girl names just in case, then. I like ‘Cadrina.’”
“Hmmm... doesn’t sound very Sardinian, though.”
“Why does it have to?”
“The girl might run into trouble later on because of it.”
“Oh, nonsense. It’s a perfectly good name. It’s perfectly serviceable.”
“‘Serviceable?' The child isn’t a mare, you know.”
Filumena sat next to Iulianu, regarding the continuing conversation with mild amusement.
“You’re awfully quiet now.”
Iulianu looked up from the table, noting Filumena’s arched eyebrow. He realized that there was something she wanted of him.
“Just enjoying the ambiance.”
“Yes, there’s quite a bit of that. I take it you don’t have any thoughts on baby names?”
“I think that’s Marianu’s business.”
“It doesn’t hurt to speculate. Anyway, I’m more worried about you.”
“Me? What about me?”
“Well, I think it’s time we put your life in order a little bit, don’t you, Iulianu?”
“I...I’m not sure what you mean. I don’t need any more help at the vineyard, Constanzo’s been more than-”
“Oh, stop with the vineyard for one moment! I’m not talking about that, I’m talking about
you. Me and Marianu have both started families of our own, we’ve both made lives for ourselves. Don’t you want that same opportunity? You really ought to be married, Iulianu.”
Iulianu froze. Filumena had said this last thought so casually, so quickly. A chill ran down his arms, and his full belly felt as though it had been emptied in an instant.
“I...didn’t really consider that a priority at the moment.”
“Not a priority? I think your mind is still a bit addled from all that time on the other side of the sea. It must have been so difficult for you, being alone all those years.”
He wanted to tell her. Right then and there, he wanted to tell her everything. He could see Fatimah and the baby staring back at him, their faces clearer than anyone in that room’s. He could see himself in Fatimah’s dark, reflective eyes; he could see how frightened and powerless he looked. He wanted to tell his sister everything, so that someone would know, someone would understand.
But who could understand a marriage between infidels, and a child of two worlds without a home in either?
“Filumena, I...you’re right. It is terribly difficult to be alone. But I don’t think I’m ready yet. Not just now.”
“Iulianu, I can see you’re going to need my help. That’s perfectly fine, I’m more than happy to arrange something.”
“Filumena, you shouldn’t-”
“Oh, but I should! You’re far too modest, my little brother. I know quite a few young ladies who would just fall all over themselves to be wed to you! You needn’t worry about it, leave everything to me!”
When Filumena returned to her circle of friends, having moved on to some other topic, Iulianu excused himself into the hallway. He knew his tears would raise too many unwanted questions. He wanted to tell her, but he did not know exactly how.
*May 23rd, 1338*
The world continued to turn. The peasant rebellion in Andalusia was swiftly dealt with. The Red Crown wasted no time in reminding its subjects of their place.
One of the crown’s longest servants, Simon the marshal, passed away at the ripe old age of 74. His masterful leadership of the Andalusian campaigns was already becoming the stuff of legends. Mourning broke out among all the soldiery of the kingdom. Iulianu, remembering his brief encounter with the man personally, added his own silent prayer for his soul.
The armies of Lithuania again faltered in their attempts at conquest, repulsed yet again by the might of the Kaiser and of Christendom. They seemed destined to fade into obscurity with the rest of their pagan ilk.
The Red Crown continued its efforts at diplomacy, betrothing Prince Perdu to Fahriya bint Oddone, a girl of mixed Berber and Genoese ancestry. This decision proved to be controversial at the court, although it was promised that she would incorporate herself into Sardinian customs and way of life without difficulty. She was still young yet, so time would tell.
Iulianu did not turn when Filumena approached him in the fields, his brow already drenched in sweat. Even without turning, he knew that she had brought a lady with her for his viewing. Another lady. He heard her speak.
“Iulianu, remember how I said I wanted you to meet Felise here? She’s a friend of Elena’s, my eldest. I’ve told her all about you, and she wanted to introduce herself, didn’t you Felise?”
Iulianu spied over his shoulder a very pale, slim, well-dressed woman, wearing a rather fetching hairpiece. She curtseyed and brought herself up to eye level with him.
“
Monsieur Iulianu, it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance.”
She spoke with a hint of a French accent. And she had a French name; Iulianu assumed she was part-French, part-Sardinian. It would make sense. He grunted some form of acknowledgement before she continued:
“If I may, good sir, may I say it is a fine day today. And what a fine vineyard in your keeping, too.”
Iulianu turned back to his vines, crouching down to inspect them more closely. “It’s too cold for May. Unusually cold.”
Felise and Filumena looked at each other, put off by Iulianu’s apparent rudeness. “Iulianu,” said Filumena, “perhaps you should take a break from that for a minute or two. I think you and Felise should talk, don’t you?”
“This vine,” said Iulianu, his back still towards them, “is sick. It has been for a while now. You see? There’s this mildew growing along the stems. It fouls up the vine’s usual growth. It’s supposed to grow straight, so the fruit doesn’t split when it blooms. But now that it’s sick, it’s grown off in all kinds of unexpected directions. It gets all tangled up that way; the vine doesn’t know which way it’s supposed to go. Have to go back and cut out the sick parts. Those parts that got tangled. Get rid of them; that’s what all the experts say. It’s the only way to make the vine grow again. It’s the only way.”
Felise backed away slightly, unnerved. Iulianu continued talking, more to the vine than to either of his visitors. Filumena shook her head, trying to contrive some excuse for Felise. Out of the corner of her eye she glared at Iulianu, though she knew he would not see her.
***
“Again, Iulianu! Again you do this to me!”
Iulianu had invited her back to the cottage that evening; he knew that if he didn’t she would invite herself anyway. He prepared for her usual comments in the wake of this latest failure.
“Two years! For two years I try to find a good match for you. I ply my connections, I arrange things with my friends, I follow every protocol of etiquette I know, and what do I get in return? A stone wall that used to be my brother!”
Iulianu simply nodded as Filumena’s eyes bulged.
“I’ve given you a wide berth when it comes to this, Iulianu, I really have. I’ve tried to be the understanding big sister, but enough is enough. I’ve wasted enough time on you. Now you’re going to tell me why you’ve rejected every one of my suggestions. And no more excuses! No more ‘I have to concentrate on the vineyard’ or ‘this one’s too above my station.’ No more! You’ve been hiding something from me all this time, and I’ll be damned if I don’t learn what it is this very instant!”
Iulianu sighed. He too knew that this was a long time coming, and he had grown weary concealing the truth from those close to him. If Filumena or Constanzo or anyone was to react strongly to the truth, it would pale in comparison to the silence he endeavored to keep all this time. Today, he would lift the weight from his chest. Today, he would know who it was whom he could truly trust.
“Yes, Filumena. Yes, you deserve to know, to know why I will not marry any of your matches, however good they might be. Why I haven’t spoken of my time away from home. It all has to come out now.”
“It...yes, I would say so! I would say this is long overdue, Iulianu.”
“Yes, well...I suppose I’ll begin at the beginning. I already told you how I wound up in that town, Carmona. How that priest took me in, saved my life. While I was there the conflict in the Menorcan isles was just getting started, and...and then there was this girl…”
*December 26th, 1338*
The snow came in great clumps that year, slightly reflective in the thin ray of sunlight which managed to snake its way in between the clouds. Throughout all of Sardinia, men and women huddled together in the warm safety of their homes, well-prepared for the bitter cold. The wealth of their new overseas territories brought prosperity to the whole of the kingdom, and the people of Sardinia and Corsica knew that this winter, at least, they would eat well and stay warm.
It was a winter which brought many tidings to people both lowborn and genteel. Prince Corrado, a widower twice over, was wed for a third time. This time his wife was Benoît of the de Genève family, herself also a twice-widow from earlier marriages to the men of the Morosini merchant clan. The de Genèves had a history of service to the Red Crown; long had she been a mainstay of the king’s court, slowly using her considerable powers of persuasion and indomitable personality to win over King Ciro personally. Eventually it was decided that her talents would make her well-suited as a match for Prince Corrado. It was only hoped that he would survive to see his reign, as he had troubles with various illnesses which sometimes put his life in jeopardy.
It was not a baseless concern, for Queen Agnès would breathe her last that winter, dying in her sleep at age 58. The king called for a week of mourning across the whole of the kingdom to mourn her passing, and he decided that he would have no other queen but her.
One Sardinian was not inside that winter. One Sardinian could be found trudging about the deep snow, surrounded on all sides by an endless sea of shining white. In his hands was a sword, a sword gifted to him by a soldier-turned-priest, perhaps his only true remaining friend. The bitter cold which wound its way around his bones did not slow him in the slightest. He thrust the blade, turned it this way and that, practiced parrying, ripostes, everything he could think of.
Perhaps this was what he was meant for all along. After all, he already knew he was no good with a spear.
Iulianu had devised for himself a mission. Whether it was a grand task or a fool’s errand, he knew not. He knew only that it was something he had to accomplish, no matter the cost. Already he had contacted his old friends in the military, the ones who were still alive, and still willing to speak to him. He would use every contact at his disposal, every scrap of information he could get his hands on. He had to know, to try.
He had to find her, and bring her back.
Filumena and Constanzo...they would not understand. How could they? They had their chance, their life. They had what they were given, and used it to its fullest extent. How could Iulianu hope to convey to them what it was he needed to accomplish? They would tell him that his life here is “comfortable.” That some “fling” he had with a “foreigner” “didn’t really count.” That he should forget it and move on with his life.
Iulianu thrust the sword out yet again, panting heavily. He was “moving on”, if not in the direction they intended.
*November 6th, 1339*
It was the smell, more than anything which bothered Iulianu. All else he could have endured, but the smell offended him in a way his other senses could not have perceived.
Iulianu dared not enter the place, both out of propriety’s sake and to avoid any further exposure to the foul smell, a horrid mixture of sweat, wine, scented oils, and the sharp unique odor of fornication which clings so readily to those in its throes. The bawdy tunes and lewd sounds emanating from the shut windows were already offensive to Iulianu, but the riotous stench was altogether more powerful than all other sensations combined.
Iulianu had never ventured into the eastern half of Sardinia before, and certainly not to the port town of Tortolì, nestled within a fantastic array of deep red cliffs overlooking the Ligurian Sea. He resolved that once his business was completed here, he should never return to that place save for the most dire need. It was only a task of the utmost import which brought him there in the first place.
At last, his contact emerged, his clothing half-undone and his shaggy beard disheveled. The huge fellow was a sailor of mixed Berber and Pisan stock, swarthy and of impressive height and girth. Powerfully muscled, his flesh hardened by a life at sea, the man regarded Iulianu as a schoolmaster might regard a small child outside their office. A giggling harlot, half-naked, clung to his side as he fastened his belt.
“I hear tell you’ve been looking for me.”
Iulianu tried his best not to appear intimidated, remembering that he had been in much worse situations before. At least the sailor wasn’t armed. “I’m looking for someone who can tell me what I need to know. Is that you?”
The man chuckled; his laughter vibrated in Iulianu’s bones. “Is it? Depends.”
“I have coin, if you have information.”
“In that case, I have information. Come, join me.”
“We will conduct our business out here.”
“I’ll not stand on the street corner like some common peddler! You will enter, or you will leave.”
Iulianu considered this and, wrinkling his nose, joined the man inside. It was all too easy to block out the iniquitous surroundings, lurid and enticing though they were. Iulianu was determined to achieve what he came for, and then be on his way. The sailor tossed a stool to Iulianu and sat, the harlot still wrapped about his shoulders.
“No names. Not yours, not mine.”
“Fine by me. You tell me what I need and I’ll be out of your way without any fuss.”
“No doubt.”
“I was told that you’ve some sort of information about a certain pirate gang.”
“Watch it, little man. I’m no pirate! I make an honest living!”
“I’m certain. I was just told that you know someone. Someone who used to operate out of a little island called Tabarca. Sound familiar?”
“Well, I don’t know. My memory’s awfully spotty these days.”
The sailor held his immense hand out, fingers curled up. Iulianu unhitched his coin purse; he had been saving his earnings for some time, hoping to utilize them in some meaningful way. He gambled that this meeting would be that use. Counting the coins, the sailor pocketed them and brushed his hand against the harlot’s cheek.
“Yes, richer men have better memories, don’t they? Since you’ve been so nice: I know the Tabarca gang, yes. You didn’t hear it from me, but my brother runs with those fellows, has for quite a while now.”
“And what does your brother tell you?”
“Oh, they know not to hit our ships. Too many brothers and sisters of the faith on them, you know. Wouldn’t want to be too impious, eh?”
“I need you to think, to remember. About six years ago, a ship bound from Malaga. Intercepted by them. Did your brother tell you anything about that?”
“Hmmm...not sure…”
“Please, it’s very important. Six years ago, the ship from Malaga. They killed the crew and took prisoners. One of them was a girl, a young Moorish woman married to a Sardinian. They had a child with them. Please.”
“Why do you care about some prisoners? They’re probably...wait a minute...oh, I see your game. Yes. A most...personal matter, isn’t it?”
“You didn’t answer my question.”
“And what’ll happen if I
do answer it, hm? How do you think this is going to go?”
“Answer the question.”
“Look at the big hero over here, eh? Big hero, big strong guy.”
“You know. You
have to know. You’re going to tell me.”
“That won’t make any difference. No one ever taught you, I guess. No one-”
“
Damn you to hell! Where is my wife?! Where is my child?! Tell me!”
All revelry ceased. The music stopped. The dancers gave pause. All chatter and limericks, songs and illicit liaisons, all were halted by a single outcry from one small, tired man. The sailor sighed, his expression suddenly turned grim.
“Nobody ever taught you that there are no heroes. But you deserve to get what you came for. Just because I feel for you, I really do. If my own child were still alive, I’d...but that’s another story. Ibn Talut and his boys, they used to sell prisoners wherever they could, whoever could offer the highest price. But the followers of the Prophet, they wouldn’t sell. Not a one. They had a port down on the coast near the border of Tlemcen, around Oujda. Wanted to get the faithful resettled in that area, around the Atlas mountains, the villages there. That’s where you should look.”
All were silent, save for Iulianu’s heavy breathing. He composed himself, taking a deep breath in.
“Thank you. It’s...I can’t tell you what this means to me.”
“You don’t need to. It won’t mean anything in the end, I promise you that.”
The cold night air was a welcome reprieve for Iulianu. It did its part in washing away the smell of that place. Each step felt as though it was a step in the right direction, a step towards a great purpose. He needed nothing to warm him that night; his heart flared with a determination warmer than anything he could’ve gotten his hands on.
*August 16th, 1340*
The confidence Iulianu felt that night was all-too brief. It seemed the world was unwilling to allow him to leave Sardinia’s shores again. Constanzo had balked at his request to charter a ship to the Pisan Berber coast; his single-minded focus at recovering Fatimah and Tharesa had further alienated him from his family. Constanzo formally forbade him from pursuing his search for Fatimah. Iulianu, for his part, forbade himself from speaking to Constanzo ever again.
If Iulianu was not moving, the fate of the kingdom certainly was. The younger Corrado, son of the crown prince of the same name, had succumbed to a bout of illness while on campaign with the Knights Hospitaller. In his place stood his younger brother, Ciro, a young man said to be of impeccable virtue and great bodily strength.
His father, Prince Corrado, heir to the Red Crown, was recently appointed as the kingdom’s chancellor after the death of Aimone, the mayor of Fordongianus who had faithfully and skillfully served the crown since the days of King Perdu II, and was instrumental in securing the Mallorcan isles in the war of 1303.
And the realm was in need of a good chancellor, what with the diplomatic situations unfolding, both at home and abroad. England, perhaps still incensed over the loss of their Iberian holdings, had set its sights on its old rival France once again, attempting to claim the whole of Toulouse for themselves.
The Red Crown’s response was swift and exacting. The king passed a new law requiring a greater portion of levies to be apportioned from each vassal lord in times of war. Iulianu feared that this was a portent of a future coated in blood.
His fears were soon realized. Duke Ralph of Murcia, once thought too cowed by his inability to sufficiently support Duke Albert the Drunkard’s rebellion, was caught by Sardinian agents trying to draft up falsified entitlements claiming that the whole of English territories in Andalusia was promised to him and the de Umfraville dynasty. This flagrant disrespect for the crown was all the excuse King Ciro required to name Duke Ralph a traitor to the Red Crown and demand his immediate arrest.
Much like previous attempts to pacify the English lords of Andalusia, this too was met with failure. The people of Murcia were too loyal to Duke Ralph (or perhaps too afraid of him) to obey the command of their king, and the duchy rose up its banners in rebellion once again.
The church in Atzàra felt like such a tiny, ramshackle structure to Iulianu now, especially when it was bereft of parishioners. He and Perdu had arranged their little private meeting, and there Iulianu told him all that plagued his mind: Fatimah and Tharesa, the reactions of his family, the meeting with the sailor, his preparations, everything. Perdu, for once, was quiet. He nodded as Iulianu choked back tears, leaning back in the pew as he gazed at the church’s low ceiling.
“I’m at my wit’s end, Father Perdu.”
“I already told you, ya don’t need t’ call me that.”
“It helps me get used to the idea. I was so close, Father, I really was. I even got a hold of some maps and figured out exactly where that port he mentioned is. I have everything except a way to get there. Everything except what I need.”
“Hm. I think this is the part where I’m s’pposed t’ tell you all ‘bout how God provides everyone with what they need, right? God puts us where we’re needed.”
“Then God seems to have a strange sense of delayed gratification. You know something, Father Perdu? I was hesitant to tell you all this, what with your...attitudes, shall we say, about the Moors.”
“Well, it’s true, I been trained t’ preach against the infidel n’ all that. ‘Course, I been trained t’ do a
lot o’ stuff I don’t do, so whatever.”
“Hmm. You know, you’re a terrible priest.”
“
You’re a terrible soldier. We do what we can, eh?”
“Yes...yes, I suppose.”
“Hmmm, what if...nah, that’s a dumb idea.”
“What? What’s a dumb idea?”
“Well, you just got me thinkin’...yer lady’s somewheres around near the Atlas Plateau, right? That sorta area?”
“Reasonably close. Why?”
“Well, it’s just that I was thinkin’...y’know there’s an awful lotta infidels livin’ round those parts, ‘specially in those mountains where everyone’s all isolated n’ hard to get to, right?”
“Er, yes?”
“So here’s what I’m thinkin’: I hear tell ‘bout all kindsa missions goin’ down there all the time, like priest-guys goin’ down t’ try n’ convert a bunch o’ infidels n’ stuff, right? They asked me t’ go one ‘r twice, but I ain’t really interested. But what if, see, what if I send
you down there instead o’ me, n’ then you could do all yer searchin’, right?”
“But...won’t they be suspicious of me?”
“Ah, that’s the beauty! See, most o’ those ol’ God-botherers ain’t never met me before! You could say yer me, n’ they wouldn’t know the difference. Boom, yer on yer way no problem. ‘Course they might figure out you ain’t a priest, on account o’ you ain’t as educated or smart as me n’ all…”
“Actually...that’s not a bad idea. What am I saying, that’s the best idea you’ve had in your whole life!”
“Eh, fourth-best, maybe.”
“Father Perdu, this could actually work!”
“Sure it could work. Could not work too, but there y’ go. Last I heard, the next one o’ these missions is leavin’ in October. Gives you ‘bout two months t’ get ready.”
“Then I will be. I
have to be.”
*October 19th, 1340*
The day had arrived.
Iulianu had spent days, weeks, staying up late into the night to train for his own personal mission. To learn enough scripture by rote so as to quote it like a priest. To practice his sacraments and gestures, to speak as if he had a great knowledge of the priesthood of Sardinia, and of the rites they followed. Perdu lent what help he could, eager to see his friend in better spirits. It would not be enough of a ruse to fool them for long, but he did not have to fool them for long. Only for the length of a short sea voyage. It was enough; it would have to be enough.
Weary yet filled with vigor, Iulianu set out from Atzàra, his steps dashing about like the wind. Though his vision was bleary and his throat raspy from lack of sleep, he would let nothing deter him. The thought of being reunited with his wife and daughter filled him with a kind of hope that he had never known, a hope for a renewed tomorrow, a return to a happiness he could barely comprehend.
The sun hung high as he walked the winding road between Atzàra and Fordongianus, an autumn breeze whipping about the back of his cloak. Even as he walked he dreamed, dreaming of a day when he and his family were reunited, when they could settle down and achieve a life together. He knew not how much life remained in his soul, especially at thirty-nine years of age, but he knew only that he would be utterly without merit, without any virtue in his bones, if he did not strive to try. Perhaps it would not be in Sardinia that they would find their destiny. Perhaps it was elsewhere in the wider world, some place where the differences between them would be no cause for alarm or disgust. Perhaps it existed only in a dream, but to him it was a dream worth pursuing.
The air seemed colder than usual as he passed by the countryside, the place so firmly entrenched in his memory and imagination. He looked about, remembering that his father’s body was buried somewhere in the nearby hills. In a way, he thought this rather appropriate; his father was a man of the earth, and so in death he returned to the whole of the earth, rather than a single stone marker or patch of funerary estate. Chills ran through Iulianu’s body, and he shivered in a way that perplexed him. Was it excitement that suffused his body, which made his flesh tremble?
That evening, when Fordongianus was in sight, he realized that it was not excitement, not the drive his newfound purpose had infused in him. What he had thought was nervous spasms and weariness was something more sinister, more debilitating. Through his labored breathing, he managed to stumble into an inn near the town square, somehow securing a bed for the night. There he lay, wheezing with wet, struggling lungs. He had failed to recognize it in time: influenza, a common malady, but a deadly one nonetheless.
Other patrons surrounded him, unaware of his true purpose. To them, he was a fellow Sardinian in need of help, and that was all the reason they needed to see to his well-being. Iulianu found small comfort with that. If he could’ve spoken, he would have told them how they were decent human beings, and how his travels had informed him that such individuals are in short supply, either in Sardinia or anywhere else.
Sweat poured from every inch of his body, and he trembled as he struggled to breathe. The room faded, objects melting into nothing more than indistinct shapes. He sensed the end of his time, come all too soon. Never again would he behold the face of his wife, or of his daughter. He tried to imagine what they might look like now, but each attempt was stifled by hacking coughs and wet lungs. He thought he heard someone utter a prayer for his soul, although it might have been his own prayer. He took a very small comfort in knowing that at least he would not die alone, that he would be surrounded by his faithful countrymen in his last moments.
Until that too was taken from him.
From outside, he heard the swift hoofbeats of a rider rushing in from the next town over. A great commotion started up, and those who had attended his deathbed rushed outside to hear the news, leaving Iulianu quite by himself. By straining, he could only barely make out the rider’s cries:
“Spread the news! Spread the news to every corner of the kingdom! The king is dead! King Ciro the Old is dead! Long live King Corrado!”
Iulianu closed his eyes. The burning in his insides faded. Everything faded.
In the instant before the end, he managed to produce a single thought:
“
How appropriate. I wonder if the two of us are headed the same way…”
END OF CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN