The Proposal
Isfahan - November 27
“Begin test 1523,” Alexandra said.
Magnus hit the lever, and the accelerator whirred to life.
“We’re live,” Magnus said.
“Get the scoop ready,” Alexandra said.
“On it,” Alex said.
He clicked on his computer, and the betharium scoop activated.
“Let’s see how much betharium we gather this time,” he said.
Thea peered in through a viewport. Inside, an amphilicite crystal was being struck from multiple angles with several lasers, all of them ramming high velocity particles into the ore and splitting off betharium particles from the collisions and reactions. As a result of the constant collisions and reactions between the lasers and the amphilicite, the interior of the chamber took on a bright blue glow she had come to associate with betharium itself.
“How much betharium are we getting?” Thea asked.
“Approximately…12%,” Alex said.
“Well, it’s better than 10%,” Magnus said, “12% is going to give us insane amounts of power.”
“We still have Stage 2,” Alexandra said, “Fission is moderately successful. Now we just need to gather the errant particles for fusion into betharium.”
“On it,” Magnus said, typing into his computer.
On cue, the accelerator’s azure glow deepened, and the steady hum of machinery slowly grew into a deafening roar, with the frame shaking wildly.
“I’m reading an overload building up,” Alex said, “We’re gathering too many errant particles and we’re not doing enough fusion.”
“Shutting down,” Magnus said.
Nothing happened.
“Shut it down!” Alex said.
“I’m trying!” Magnus said.
But it was no use. The energy in the fusion reactor portion kept building, and the blue light had become almost blinding now. Shielding her eyes, Thea approached the reactor and pulled an emergency shut-off lever, hoping the sudden interruption of power would work. Finally, the whole reactor came to a standstill. The blue light faded away.
“Thanks, Thea,” Alex said.
“No problem,” Thea said.
“We’ll have to mark that down for future tests,” Magnus said.
“Yeah, we’ll have to adjust the scoop’s tolerance levels and balance the inputs and outputs of the fission and fusion parts,” Alexandra said, “Can’t have one overwhelm the other.”
“Right,” Magnus said.
“Well, I’d say that was a productive day,” Alexandra said, “The shahbanu won’t be spewing profanities at us again at the next status report. Why don’t we go out for dinner?”
“Sure,” Alex said.
“I’d love to,” Thea said.
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Alexandra found them a good Persian restaurant nearby. Apparently many of the other scientists had the same idea; most of the patrons either had lab coats on or were accompanied by at least one person with a lab coat. Alexandra was no different, as she was still wearing her lab coat. Thea had ordered Persia’s national dish, the
chelow kabab, or a plate of chelow white rice with lamb kebab on wooden sticks. It was served with butter, basil leaves, tomatoes, and a cup of doogh. Very delicious, even if there were probably better options on the menu. It had become her comfort food since coming to Persia. And the best thing was Alex loved it as well.
“So,” Alexandra said, “I suppose we should address the elephant in the room.”
“The applications of the betharium reactor?” Alex said.
“No, no, not that, forget about work for now,” Alexandra said, “I’m talking about the war. Jerusalem has it out for everyone.”
“I’m still reeling over Aunt Olga’s death,” Alex said.
“So am I, Alex, so am I,” Alexandra said.
“I wish we could’ve spent some time to fly up there and meet her one last time,” Alex said.
“Well, we had a job to do, and she’s the chancellor, so it’s understandable,” Magnus said.
“Olga died for our freedom,” Alexandra said, “Only question is if we have used our freedom to get something done.”
“What do you have in mind?” Alex said.
“I don’t particularly know,” Alexandra said, “I don’t want our invention to be turned into a weapon of war, but with the war going on, I don’t see any other applications.”
“We could just destroy it,” Thea said.
“And snuff out a potentially revolutionary innovation?” Alexandra said. “No, this thing we found can possibly change things for the better. We just have to keep it out of the hands of…”
“My brother,” Thea said.
Everybody stopped eating.
“We know he is after the accelerator and presumably the reactor,” Thea said, “Mina warned me to keep it out of his hands, with her last words.”
“Well, he’s a continent away,” Magnus said, “It would take him a while to get here. And if he does show up in person, Persia will fight him.”
“Which is what I’m concerned about,” Thea said.
“Don’t tell me you’re concerned about killing your brother,” Alexandra said.
“Oh, no, I’m most certainly not,” Thea said, “He’s crazy and has to be stopped. I’m just worried that, in the event we have to face him in person…”
Thea couldn’t continue. Alex put his hand on hers reassuringly.
“Don’t worry,” he said, “It’s not going to be like four years ago. We’re better now.”
“If I had just hit him in the head, we wouldn’t be having this conversation,” Thea said.
“No use dwelling on that now,” Alexandra said.
“If he comes after us, we’ll destroy the reactor and rebuild it somewhere else,” Alex said, “Same thing as always.”
“Sounds like a good idea…” Thea said. “If not for the fact that we have nowhere to go.”
“She’s right,” Magnus said, “Turkestan and Afghanistan aren’t exactly safer than Persia now. If he reaches Persia, he can easily reach those two.”
“And India isn’t exactly a good place to be at the moment,” Alexandra said, “What with all of the radiation and chemical weapons.”
“Which leaves only Africa, and we know how things are going there,” Thea said.
“So we’re stuck here,” Alex said, “Unless we can go to space, we can’t run this time.”
“I’d like to go to space one day,” Alexandra said, “But not now.”
“If he comes after us, we’ll have to stand and fight,” Magnus said.
“Can we even fight, though?” Thea said. “I know all I’ve got is some self-defense training from 20, 30 years ago, and I haven’t practiced since then.”
“Not me,” Alexandra said.
“Don’t look at me, I was always a bookworm in school,” Magnus said.
“Alex, you hung out with the X-Division agents a lot,” Alexandra said, “Your mom ran the Athanatoi for fifteen years, your dad has Athanatoi field experience, you met Aunt Olga a lot, and of course you know my mom. Did any of them impart any fighting skills onto you? Because Mom certainly did not for me.”
“No,” Alex said, “Mom always made such a big deal about me not following in their footsteps, especially her own. She always wanted me to live a normal life.”
“Look, I totally get what she wanted, but that might just get us killed at the hands of my crazy genocidal brother,” Thea said.
“Guess we’ll have to take self-defense classes,” Magnus said, “Not my strongest suit.”
“Not necessarily,” Thea said, “We have one advantage over him.”
“What is that?” Alexandra said.
“Me,” Thea said, “He’s smart, but I’m just as smart as him. Whatever he builds, I can figure out something to counter it.”
“That’s noble and all, but he’s not limited by our morals,” Magnus said, “He is willing to cross every line we wouldn’t touch. And he also has Argus. And if he brings in Argus…”
“Josh,” Alex said.
“Your old bully,” Alexandra said, “I’m surprised he still holds a grudge after twenty years.”
“I don’t understand him,” Alex said, “I put that behind me after I left high school. But he hasn’t moved on at all. In fact…”
“He brags about killing our loved ones,” Alexandra said, “Thinks it’s a badge of honor for killing my mom. Your parents. Aunt Olga.”
“And Oskar,” Alex said.
Thea noticed Alex’s hand was no longer on hers. He was instead clenching his fists.
“My brother wouldn’t resist sending Josh in to kill us,” Thea said.
“Then we’ll have to fight him,” Alex said.
“Can we really go up against a trained soldier who killed our parents?” Alexandra said. “Who I should add handled stuff way more dangerous and threatening than him?”
“Wasn’t the whole point of the Panopticon nullifier so we could stand a chance against him?” Alex said.
“Well, it could neutralize his advantage, but he’s still a formidable fighter on his own, and he’ll probably come with his squad,” Thea said, “We’d be very outnumbered.”
“Well, we have to come up with something,” Magnus said.
“Worst comes to worst, I can turn the reactor into a bomb,” Alexandra said, “Lure Theodor and Josh and everyone with them into the lab and blow them up. Rid the world of two absolutely horrible people, and deny them any hope of getting my blueprints.”
“But you’d die,” Magnus said.
“So what?” Alexandra said. “It’s a net positive.”
“I can’t let you do that, Alexandra,” Magnus said, “It’s just like what happened with Uncle Tobias. If we can avoid getting people killed, let’s do that.”
“Even if the alternative is our own deaths?” Alexandra said.
“As my mom said, to save one life is to save all of humanity,” Alex said, “Please, let’s not throw away our lives so easily. We don’t even know how powerful the bomb would be. For all we know, it could wipe out the whole city.”
“There’s got to be another way,” Magnus said, “Maybe a remote control for the bomb.”
“I’m not sure if I can rig the bomb to blow on command, though,” Alexandra said, “The fission-fusion balance is unstable. We set it wrong, and just firing up the reactor will blow it up. I have to do it. I know the reactor best.”
No. Thea couldn’t let her do it. The world still needed her expertise. If she died, there would be nobody to research betharium, and the technology would be as good as lost. If not her, then…
“If anybody should die, let it be me,” Thea said, “I caused all this by not shooting my brother. I can make up for it by taking us both out of the world. The last two generations of Teslas have brought us all nothing but suffering. This is the only way our family can atone.”
“Why…why would you say that, Thea?” Alex said. “I love you. You’ve done so many great things with us. You’re nothing like your brother.”
“Even if I’m not, the fact remains a future Tesla might,” Thea said, “The whole thing—the company and the family—is rotten. It has to go. Mina said as much to me. Burn it all down, she said. That ought to include myself.”
“We’ll find a way, come on!” Alex said. “We’ve always found a way before. We don’t have to sacrifice people.”
“The alternative is we all die horribly!” Alexandra said. “Would you rather one of us die or all four of us?”
“At least if we all die none of us will have to live with the guilt that we left one of us to die,” Magnus said.
“Or have to live in a world without those we love,” Alex said.
They sat there quietly, thinking about their options. Thea didn’t want to sacrifice herself. But if it was for the greater good…if it meant taking
him out…then she had to do it, so nobody else would have to suffer like they did.
“Well, that got very dark,” Alex said, “I thought the whole point of this dinner was to take our mind off such things.”
“Yeah, agreed,” Alexandra said, “That was kind of my fault.”
“Well, why don’t we finish our dinner?” Thea said.
They quietly finished their dinner without further incident. After paying the bill, they walked out to their cars. But Alex hung back by the front door.
“Thea, a word with you?” he said.
Thea stopped. “Sure, what’s up?”
“I…would rather that situation not happen,” Alex said.
“Yeah, I know,” Thea said, “I hope it doesn’t come to pass. But if it does…”
“Is there anything I can say to convince you otherwise?” Alex said.
“Probably not,” Thea said.
“Well, let’s hope it doesn’t happen anytime soon, then,” Alex said, “And, uh…”
Alex was stammering again. He hadn’t done that in many years. In fact, the last time Thea remembered him blustering like this was…when they first met, right after she hit him with the moped and during their first date.
“I might not have another chance to say this, so I’ll say it now, just in case,” he said.
But he still wasn’t saying it. He was fidgeting with his fingers.
“Okay, what is it?” Thea said.
Alex finally took Thea’s hand and looked her in the eyes.
“Marry me, Thea,” he said.
“Uh…what?” Thea said.
“I knew it was a stupid idea and I shouldn’t rushed into it…” Alex muttered.
“Oh, no, no, it wasn’t stupid, I was just…caught off-guard by it,” Thea said.
“I mean, neither of us were thinking about it these past few years because of everything that’s been going on,” Alex said, “I don’t even have a ring to give you. But I’m worried we may not have time to wait any longer. Please, Thea, you make me the happiest man in the world, and I want our time together to last forever. Will you…please…marry me?”
“I…” Thea said.
“It’s okay, I understand,” Alex said, “I know, I blurted it out randomly just now, and this is probably the worst time I could have brought it up, and we’re in the middle of a giant war which could decide the fate of the world and your crazy brother and my even more crazy bully have likely teamed up to kill us in a horrible way on behalf of a genocidal Christoecofascist theocracy bent on world domination, so why am I thinking about—”
Thea shut him up by quickly kissing him.
“Thea?” he said.
“Don’t worry too much about it,” she said, “Of course I’ll marry you. It was never in doubt.”
“…Really?” Alex said.
“I want to grow old together,” Thea said, “Maybe even explore space. I hope we can live long enough to do that.”
“So…you will?” Alex said.
“Did you just hear me?” Thea said. “I literally said yes.”
Alex flung himself into Thea’s arms and began crying. “Thank you! Thank you so much!”
“No problem, Alex,” Thea said, “I want to stay together, for better or worse. Isn’t that what marriage is supposed to be?”
Tsarberg forward operating base - November 28
Josh walked into Theodor’s tent and saluted.
“Johansen reporting, sir!” he said.
“At ease, Josh,” Theodor said, “Let’s get to business. Do you want to know why I personally requested you?”
“No, sir, I do not know, sir,” Josh said.
“Well, there isn’t a single soul in this base who doesn’t know the legend of Josh Johansen,” Theodor said, “The best soldier in Argus. The one who took down all of X-Division, including the heir of the Valkyrie and the Firebird herself. The one who brought both India and Russia, once nations whose footsteps shook the world, to their knees. You are without a doubt my favorite Argus soldier.”
“That’s an honor, sir, but I believe you told me this already, sir,” Josh said.
“Did I?” Theodor said. “Well, no matter, I’m telling you again, because you deserve it. Anyways, on to what I really wanted to discuss. I would like to propose a special mission for your squad.”
“I’d be honored to accept it, sir,” Josh said.
“I haven’t even said what the mission is,” Theodor said, “Here, look at this.”
He handed a file folder to Josh. Josh opened it, finding mission briefs, intelligence reports, and photos taken from drones and security cameras. He focused particularly on the photos. While they weren’t that clear, and the person common to most of them took measures to hide her face, she couldn’t hide everything from the advanced facial recognition algorithms Watchtower employed.
“You recognize Angelica Haus, do you?” Theodor said. “The girl who tried to cancel you after Bloody Tuesday.”
“Of course, sir,” Josh said, “If I may ask, why didn’t we kill her back then, sir?”
“We believed she was no threat to us,” Theodor said, “But the situation has changed. She has assembled a band of rebels and foreign agents and struck at the heart of Christendom.”
“What has she done, sir?” Josh said.
“She has stolen vital information critical to the Crusader war effort,” Theodor said, “The details of the information are classified, but suffice it to say, she will try to smuggle it out to Persia or Scandinavia, most likely Persia as we have the Scandinavian border heavily guarded. Your orders are to prevent that information from leaving the country, and to eradicate Angelica Haus and her rebels. Cancel her in revenge for how she tried to cancel you.”
Josh saluted. “I am proud to serve Christendom, sir! I will carry out this sworn duty to the best of my ability, sir!”
“That’s my boy,” Theodor said, “You’re doing God’s work, Johansen. Before you fly back home for your mission, I have a special gift for you. Follow me.”
He left the tent. Josh followed him outside to where a motorcycle was parked.
“This is your motorcycle, is it not?” Theodor said.
“Yes, sir, it is, sir,” Josh said.
“I understand this used to belong to the Valkyrie and her daughter,” Theodor said.
“I claimed it as spoils of war and right of conquest, sir,” Josh said.
“And I commend you on your achievement,” Theodor said, “This motorcycle was upgraded with a whole host of gadgets ninety years ago. Gadgets and features that helped the Valkyrie win countless battles against the Angeloi. I’ve spent some of my personal time upgrading those features and adding new ones so you can do the same.”
“Really, sir?” Josh said. “I…I don’t think I’m worthy.”
“You beat the previous owner of the motorcycle and won it, fair and square,” Theodor said, “Of course you’re worthy. I’ve given you a basic manual you can use to practice using the new features in your own time. Give it a try. Also…”
He held up two wrist-mounted gauntlets. “Do you know what these are?”
“Those are the special weapons used by Chancellor Kirova, sir,” Josh said.
“Wrong answer,” Theodor said, “The correct answer is, your new weapons, won as spoils of war by right of conquest after you killed Kirova. I’ve also upgraded them significantly.”
“With all due respect, sir, I’m not acrobatic, sir,” Josh said, “I don’t think the fighting style Kirova intended with those weapons suits me. And I don’t want to use the weapons of a woman and a deviant.”
“I still suggest you try it out,” Theodor said, “Who knows? Maybe you’ll use these weapons even better than Kirova ever did. She was an old equalist deviant woman whose time had long passed, while you are the epitome of a peak Christian man. I’m sure you’ll find a use for them.”
He pushed the gauntlets into Josh’s hands.
“Well, I’d better be off,” he said, “Enjoy the gifts!”
He walked off.
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The light blue glow of betharium was inspired by both ragnite from Valkyria Chronicles and tylium from Battlestar Galactica. You can probably tell where I'm going with that comparison...
Edit: Valkyria has been corrected. I hate autocorrect.
and it happened again while writing this