The Heavy Crown
Gainsborough, England – December 1130
For the first time in a long while, the main hall at Gainsborough had found some use. Where it usually remained dark these days, of late some new cheer was brought back to the keep in the form of the King’s two daughters, Æthelswith and Ælflæda. Eadward thought to use the occasion for a family affair and had invited many to begin the season for the Mass of Christ. However, as soon as planning started, things began to go wrong. At first his sister Mathilda demurred saying that she could not leave Wareham at the now as the young Duke was too deep in his studies. Then Beorhtmaer begged off suggesting that Bath required him through to the spring, though he would send his sons. And finally, the King himself said that he could not come down...he could not bear anyone to see him such a state.
Uhtræd had yet to see his daughters though he wished it mightily. His pain was too much and any notion of light in his chamber caused even more distress. His windows had been boarded up as cloth would no longer do. In many ways, Eadward thought it best that his daughters did not see him in such distress after all that they had been through. The reason for their return and thus this gathering was not altogether wonderful.
Ælflæda at only twenty four was already a widow from her Norwegian Prince and had been living in Meissen at the good graces of her brother since the time of her husband’s death. And the older Princess, Æthelswith, had just recently too lost her own husband. A son of Duke Arnolfo of Ferrara, the young man had been murdered by one of the Duke’s enemies leaving Æthelswith with three young children all of whom were kept as wards by the Duke. Once she showed her face at the court of Meissen, Oscytel had packed them both up and sent them on to their father.
So the affair had a rough start. Yet, the Chancellor and Regent pushed ahead in his planning and caused it to be an informal gathering. Due to the absence of the King, there was no high table and no other great Lords or Barons were invited. In truth, there were no tables at all but rather stations of ale and mead and wine, with food here and there such that each might pick at it should they wish. The Prince had called a group of musicians to play for them all as they milled about, but it was a small assembly.
Eadward stood off to the side with ale in hand as he watched the small grouping mingle. Off in one corner was his wife Judith messing about with his youngest daughter’s hair. Hereswith was now ten but remained intrigued by the smallest thing, especially with all of these older cousins about. Æthelric had made the journey as well, but at only five, was sent to bed early. The Prince’s sister Mildrith had also made the progress and helped his wife with a smile Eadward had not seen from her in some time.
And the rest milling about made Eadward think himself an old man such was their youthful cheer. As he watched on, it was clear that Beorhtmaer’s sons were besotted by their German cousins. Thurfrith and Wihtræd seemed joined at the hip with these two exotic beauties and neither of Uhtræd’s daughters spurned their attentions. Young men next to an older, more experienced woman? Eadward could understand. His own daughter Wynnflæd was right there with them as well. Happy to have other ladies of her own age to converse with, she and her husband Eadread shared in the frivolity.
As he looked on with a mixture of happiness and sorrow, Eadward did not notice when his sister slipped to his side, “Could they not be more beautiful, brother?”
Eadward looked to her with a smile, “I would expect nothing less. I have met their mother Adela and though she has too strong a spirit, she herself was a great beauty.”
Mildrith looked on as Beo’s sons invited the Princesses for a dance, “I do mean all of them, brother. Another generation removed from all of our mess. I would so wish for mine own to be here with their cousins to enjoy such a thing.”
“I know that you do,” Eadward looked to her sad face, “I am sure that they be well, sister.”
“And yet, look here...” Mildrith moved a hand to wipe away a slight tear as she smiled, “...two lovely girls that our brother has missed so much. That they be back to his bosom is a thing to be rejoiced.”
Eadward pinched his brow, “He has not yet seen them.”
“I have not seen him either,” she gave nod, “But he will...in time.”
Judith had finally fixed Hereswith’s hair and sent her in to dance with her older cousins and stepped to them with a grin, “What do we speak, old men and ladies?”
Mildrith turned to her with a smile, “My brother does think that the King should see his girls.”
“They are wondrous to look upon,” Judith turned to smile at the girls and then back with another grin, “To see our nephews faces this night, we may all know that the men of England have been found wanting for many years.”
“My Lady, do you not think...” Eadward began to say but Judith held up a gentle hand.
“Husband, the King goes through much at the now and so have these girls. I know that they may wish to look upon him, but the timing must be right. Is it not enough to see them happy and gay?”
Mildrith gave nod, “Our Lady is correct, brother...allow them their fun. Do not spoil what little bit that they may find for they have all been through so much.”
“Outnumbered am I,” Eadward looked to them both with a renewed grin, “We three must be past it all and allow this new lot to take our place.”
Judith smiled as she looked at them all dancing, “A fine lot they are, too. We may do worse.”
Eadward gave nod as he too watched them. Thurfrith and Wihtræd took turns with each of the Princesses and showed that their martial spirit was not merely spent on the battlefield as they each moved gracefully. Though the younger Princess Ælflæda seemed more standoffish, she still allowed her smiles and the older Æthelswith laughed with delight at each turn around the room. Perhaps his wife and sister were correct not to want to disrupt their good time. Yet, the thought niggled at his mind.
As the night wore on, there was more dancing...Beo’s sons had even convinced Eadward to take a turn with Judith...and there was more meat and ale and wine...but finally when the hour grew late, Eadward found need to excuse himself as he moved to his wife, “We should all be to bed soon, but I must needs see to something first. I shall return.”
Soon became longer and none of the youthful cousins seemed to mind as they continued in their cheer and revelry. But eventually, Eadward returned to the hall and stepped to the two girls, “My fine Princesses...I hope that you have had a lovely evening.”
“
Sehr gut!” Æthelswith said in a heavy German tongue as she smiled and the younger Ælflæda leaned into her with a grin, “She says very good, uncle.”
“I know it well,” Eadward looked to them both, “We shall all have to brush up on our languages in the coming future.”
Æthelswith offered a playful frown, “I have been speaking in your English for many years.”
“Yet not very well,” Ælflæda teased her older sister.
Thurfrith stood by and offered, “They neither need speak our tongue, uncle, for their beauteous nature speaks far more than words.”
Eadward gave him a smile and then turned back to the girls, “I am pleased to have shown you such a fine night and before we move off, I have one more surprise.”
Wihtræd stood behind little Hereswith and grabbed at her shoulders with a grin, “Mayhap it is a dancing bear!”
As she giggled, Eadward took on a more serious face, “I think it time that you both see your father.”
A hush came over the hall as every member there knew the import of such a thing. Judith shifted to Eadward’s side, “Do you be certain, husband?”
“I do,” Eadward answered as he looked from her back to the two girls, “The King is filled with sorrow that he may not take part in this joy, but he would wish to share with you some part of this evening. I have just spoken to him. If you would come with me, we shall see to him soon.”
Æthelswith took on a joyful face even though tears began to flow, “Oh uncle...
danke.”
“
Ja bitte,” Ælflæda was quick to follow, “We have missed him so.”
“As he has missed you both,” Eadward turned and gestured for them to follow.
Uhtræd’s daughters were led from the hall leaving the rest of the party to carry on and they made their way to the solar. It was dark with very few candles lit and both girls seemed suspect. They did not have to wait long, however, as soon the doors opened and Uhtræd was pushed in on a wheeled chair by the Lady Maud. His face was covered by a mask to keep out any light and he looked frail and feeble.
Both Æthelswith and Ælflæda rushed to him and dropped to their knees to grasp at his body and he winced in some pain, but he did reach out his hands to brush at their hair and feel them for the first time in many years. If one looked closely, they would have seen his own tears flowing from under the mask as he could only find the words, “My...sweet girls.”
Æthelswith stayed by his knee but Ælflæda stood and dropped back with concern, “Father...what has happened to you?”
“I am...much changed,” Uhtræd could only answer.
“We all are, father,” Æthelswith looked up to him with sadness, “And yet it is so fine to look upon you after so long.”
Uhtræd brushed at her hair with his hand, “I wish I may do the same but my affliction...it is good that you are here. How be your brother?”
“He too is changed,” Ælflæda said quickly as she looked with pity on her father, “He would wish us no more in Meissen.”
“And happy are we to have you here with us,” Eadward stepped forward to answer with a smile.
“My brother is correct,” Uhtræd made struggle to reach out a hand so that his youngest daughter might take it, “It has been too long without you and my heart swells at your coming. Did you find the journey a hardship?”
Ælflæda stepped forward to take his hand, “There are strange customs here that we know not, but to be by your side...”
“After everything...” Æthelswith continued, “...I care not what
fremdheit is found. I am...
glücklich...happy. Mother has her...trial...and Oscytel...”
“Our brother wishes us not, father,” Ælflæda followed as she looked with some scorn to Lady Maud, “...and mother...her trial is over. I think not that she does well.”
Uhtræd stretched out to grasp at them both, even in his pain, “I was sad to hear of it, but I be certain that she loves you still.”
“She would love us as much as she may,” Ælflæda answered.
Æthelswith held her father’s hand, “And we love you! Father...it would see us so much joy to bring you back to health. It has been too long without your affection. May we not...
freut euch des lebens?”
“I may hope it, daughter,” Uhtræd lovingly held her head in his hand, “I am sorry to not be the man that you once knew, but...my spirits are greatly lifted by your presence. I hope that you may find your way in this world of ours.”
“I be certain that they may,” Eadward stood forward, “And I believe that it is time for His Grace to find his rest.”
Uhtræd moved to hold out a hand, “Not as yet, brother...”
Eadward smiled at the two girls as he looked to the King, “Your Grace...it is late. There will be time enough to enjoy their company come the morrow.”
Both of them looked to Eadward with sad eyes and Uhtræd dropped his hand, “You are right, brother...we must all needs be to bed. I shall be comforted with knowledge that my ladies are now with me.”
“We are, father,” Æthelswith was quick to say.
Ælflæda followed just as soon, “We are here, father.”
Uhtræd reached out his hands to grasp at them both, “You may not know the joy that I feel at the now...but I am happy.”