Troggle's right. Even if you don't conquer the world, an AAR with some bad results is still good. 
I would suggest you keep going with this and see where it leads you. You may have to sacrifice a lot, and many more people may die, but oh well. Try to raise Holland out of the ashes like a Pheonix and recover from your past wounds.
I would suggest you keep going with this and see where it leads you. You may have to sacrifice a lot, and many more people may die, but oh well. Try to raise Holland out of the ashes like a Pheonix and recover from your past wounds.