February 1384
Peter understood the Danish spoken by the archbishop quite well, but for a second he pondered whether to use his own rough Danish or continue in latin. He decided to follow the archbishop's example, he was after all higher than him in rank and it was unlikely that someone could possibly have any idea of where they were located... he hoped. He had dissappeared from Stockholm without anyone seeing him, hidden in a few christian pilgrims' cloth-covered carriage. He might never be able to return to Skara but the truth must be told, he had thought. The truth.
The pilgrims let him off in Mariefred, from where he had bought a horse under the name Frans Jonsson. His formal episcopal clothes were in his travelling bag and thus noone had recognised him as nothing else than a relatively wealthy monk. From there he had rode to Skara and written the letter to Lund trying to draw least possible amount of attention to himself. A mute man employed and named Jens by the church in Skara had been the perfect messenger and he left the same day he had come claiming he was going to Vadstena on a short pilgrimage to the relics of Holy Bridget.
The rough walls of the tiny room had once been white but was now covered in spider's web and dirt. It looked like a storage of some sort with swords, shields, crossbows and arrows leaning towards the walls. This kind of armory rooms were common in the older Swedish churches due to their history of dual function as both church and fortress. It was however unusual that they were actually used but this room seemed to be filled with weapons to arm at least ten knights and fourty footmen. As there were no windows, a lonely candlestick had been brought into the room and five candles spread their pale lights over the walls. A small crucifix was also standing on the floor, and the suffering Jesus was embraced by the dancing shadows. The holy man with the crown of thorns looked unpleasant on the cross, like a ghost. The presence of this holy item in the spartan room seemed to calm Peter though, and he fixed his eyes on it when he spoke.
"A danger?" Peter said in a mix of Västgötaswedish and Danish, looking like if he heard the word for the first time in his life. "Oh, yes. The church of..." An imagined sound interrupted him and made him look anxiously towards the large door for several seconds until they again went back to the crucifix
"...the church of Sweden is in danger, and so are many innocent souls within it. Most heresies turns pale in comparision to what is going on in this dark corner of the christian world where noone sees and noone hears." I think, and so I know God exists he thought and stared at the Jesus statue even more intensively. He had trouble holding back his tears. "Honoured Father, I wish to confess. In front of you and the holy trinity, I want my sins to be spoken out so that I can again in all honesty love God and enter His holy embrace of the faithful. I have been freezing all since the day God abondoned me. Honoured father, it's so cold."
Confessions in the Night
Peter understood the Danish spoken by the archbishop quite well, but for a second he pondered whether to use his own rough Danish or continue in latin. He decided to follow the archbishop's example, he was after all higher than him in rank and it was unlikely that someone could possibly have any idea of where they were located... he hoped. He had dissappeared from Stockholm without anyone seeing him, hidden in a few christian pilgrims' cloth-covered carriage. He might never be able to return to Skara but the truth must be told, he had thought. The truth.
The pilgrims let him off in Mariefred, from where he had bought a horse under the name Frans Jonsson. His formal episcopal clothes were in his travelling bag and thus noone had recognised him as nothing else than a relatively wealthy monk. From there he had rode to Skara and written the letter to Lund trying to draw least possible amount of attention to himself. A mute man employed and named Jens by the church in Skara had been the perfect messenger and he left the same day he had come claiming he was going to Vadstena on a short pilgrimage to the relics of Holy Bridget.
The rough walls of the tiny room had once been white but was now covered in spider's web and dirt. It looked like a storage of some sort with swords, shields, crossbows and arrows leaning towards the walls. This kind of armory rooms were common in the older Swedish churches due to their history of dual function as both church and fortress. It was however unusual that they were actually used but this room seemed to be filled with weapons to arm at least ten knights and fourty footmen. As there were no windows, a lonely candlestick had been brought into the room and five candles spread their pale lights over the walls. A small crucifix was also standing on the floor, and the suffering Jesus was embraced by the dancing shadows. The holy man with the crown of thorns looked unpleasant on the cross, like a ghost. The presence of this holy item in the spartan room seemed to calm Peter though, and he fixed his eyes on it when he spoke.
"A danger?" Peter said in a mix of Västgötaswedish and Danish, looking like if he heard the word for the first time in his life. "Oh, yes. The church of..." An imagined sound interrupted him and made him look anxiously towards the large door for several seconds until they again went back to the crucifix
"...the church of Sweden is in danger, and so are many innocent souls within it. Most heresies turns pale in comparision to what is going on in this dark corner of the christian world where noone sees and noone hears." I think, and so I know God exists he thought and stared at the Jesus statue even more intensively. He had trouble holding back his tears. "Honoured Father, I wish to confess. In front of you and the holy trinity, I want my sins to be spoken out so that I can again in all honesty love God and enter His holy embrace of the faithful. I have been freezing all since the day God abondoned me. Honoured father, it's so cold."