You say it's interesting, but most of the people are here either to criticise you, or to mock you. Maybe you're right, "it's interesting to you". Not anybody else. You tell us you can answer any questions, but the only answer you can give is "it happened" or "because I want it so". That's not answering questions. You say history doesn't matter(funny, in a History forum), it's present that is interesting, but how can we believe that you can create an interesting present when you were unable to imagine even the broad lines of your history, in, as you claim, "over a year" of work? No, I think your present is just as boring and random as your past.