Antonia Maria walks back to her room
Antonia Maria Bravo-Bonaventure, b. 1546, Brindisi, m. 1575 Emre Pasha (d.1576), one son: Edmundo Massimo Romeo Emerigo Bravo-Bonaventure, b. 1575, Bari
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It had been a most tiresome evening. As she walked back to her rooms, Antonia Maria breathed a sigh of relief. It had seemed to her as though she were like one of the slaves brought out for inspection before purchase, or like a lamb before a pack of wolves. Very well behaved wolves, but wolves nonetheless. Well, she had played the game too, without giving away her intentions or inclinations.
Once in the suite of rooms in the annex to the ducal palace, she reads the letter that Alessander Storia had sent her, and also looks at the mail that had been forwarded to her, delighted and intrigued by the response of Lady Kantakouzenos in particular. Now so much more made sense.
Made tense by the attack, and further so by the subsequent dinner forced on her before she had had time to compose herself properly, the lady cannot sleep. After a long and luxuriant bath, her servants leave, and the lady decides to relax further in her comfortable chair with a glass of sweet white wine and cinnamon biscuits, the lady reads some poetry. God save her from the fate of Francesca, and guide her feet onto the correct path! God give her strength to overcome her tribulations and make the best choices for her son!
The next one killed herself when love was spurned,
Having betrayed the ashes of Sichaeus earlier;
Then comes Cleopatra, whose lust always burned;
Then behold Helen, for whom the world had to suffer
Years of evil; and see Achilles the grand,
Who at last was beaten by love, the better fighter.
See Paris, Tristan..." And more than a thousand
Shades he showed me, pointing with his finger
And naming all those undone by love's hand.…
Antonia Maria sighed again. His love of poetry had been one of the things that drew her to Emre Pasha, and he had met his death. After a period of grief and intense activity to distract herself, she had slowly been recovering from her loss and even thinking a little about the future course of her own life. In this, both Senator Driver and Lord Corniglia had been instrumental, the former giving her a sense of stability, and the latter, a sense of joy in the world, when disaster had struck again.
Now, she was in the wolves’ den. She had to admit, her suitors were all reasonably attractive. The Doge she had found to be an invigorating personality, though doomed by his policies to be remembered as the man who thrust Italy first into foolish dreams of grandeur, and then, unprepared, into war and civil unrest. His private persona was much more gentle, and he had gallantly engaged her in conversation though the strain of rule showed in the lines graven on his intelligent and ambitious face.
Thomas Kantakouzenos had obviously been told to be on his best behaviour, so he had been rather dull. At his uncle’s ball, he had been much more fun, though, so he was not a completely lost cause. And maybe, with the advice and guidance of a wife, he would leave behind his dissolute life. However, even though Lady Kantakouzenos urged it, and the boy seemed to be well endowed, with both good blood and extensive estates, would she have him for a step-father for Edmundo? But Lady Kantakouzenos appeared to be a kind old lady, and she did not want to disappoint a new-found friend.
Alessander Storia had been unable to take his eyes off her for the entire evening. In truth, she found such attraction both extreme pleasant, and rather frightening. He was also physically extremely attractive, even more so close up. If all had been well, and she were to follow her heart, she could see herself entering an alliance with him, and enjoying herself while doing so. And his letter! Vincent Corniglia and his effulgent compliments paled beside it. And he was certainly the scion of one of the noblest families in Italy.
And that was a problem. Vincent, who was so obviously drawn to her though he rarely made reference to it unless he had drunk a little too much – as at the ball – was not here. Vincent, who was not only apparently fond of her, but had also taken it upon himself to ensure her safety. Vincent, who though he had poor dress sense, had bravely fought her attackers.
Lady Kantakouzenos was right. She must have a husband, soon. But whom?