My Peace I Give You
Sometimes Daniel thought that Luke Pratt was put on this earth solely to make things difficult.
He had been made an Apostle of the Church by Prophet Rigdon some five years ago, around the same time Joshua Graham was crusading against the tribes of southern Utah. A tall, lanky man in his late forties, he had a powerful intellect and a scornful manner, and he lived in a permanent state of righteous indignation. Before he became an Apostle he was a priest, ministering to a congregation down in Spanish Fork. Most of his sermons were focused on God’s anger at tribes like the White Legs and the Legion, and that the New Canaanites must serve as instruments of the Lord’s vengeance. He labeled their actions as insults to God that demanded correction, and during Graham’s trial he spoke in favor of the Crusade that had been carried out in the south.
Characteristically, he had disagreed vehemently with Daniel’s decision to travel to Zion. “Of course the journey to Zion was a failure,” he said this morning, when Daniel had gathered the quorum of twelve to discuss what had happened. “They suppress the true word of God because of the actions taken against Graham. Romans 1:18, ‘For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their unrighteousness suppress the truth.’” He looked around at the others, his head high and his dark eyes blazing with pride, and he let his gaze rest finally on Daniel. “But we cannot expect God to do all the work. We are the right hand of the Lord and we must carry out his will, first against the tribes in the south, then against the slavers in Caesar’s Legion,” he finished.
It was very sad that Luke should be like this, Daniel thought. The man was dedicated to God’s work, that much was clear, and he had a fine mind and a great strength of purpose. But he seemed to have a compelling need to feel special and be noticed, something that drove him to create scenes. He was a nuisance, to put it simply, but Daniel loved him as much as any of God’s children, for Daniel could see, behind the arrogance and anger, stirred a troubled soul who feared for his own place in heaven.
“’ But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ,’ Ephesians 2:4.” Daniel responded calmly. “The Dead Horses and the Sorrows are confused. They have lived for hundreds of years without the word of God, and when it was brought to them, the man who brought it lived and died by violence. Living in ignorance is an ugly thing, but God often speaks loudest in the wild places of his creation, like Zion, for it is a natural temple and monument to His glory.” Daniel paused for a second, remembering what it had been like to walk there, the peace he had felt, the words of God coming so easily into his mind. “So we must once again try to show the tribes of Zion God’s love and mercy, not his wrath.”
Luke had listened to this in sullen silence, his brow creased with disapproval, his face a mask of suppressed defiance. “And you would leave Zion, God’s temple, to these heretics that you say worship Graham in the mean time?” He asked in a ringing voice.
“But whoever has the world's goods, and sees his brother in need and closes his heart against him, how does the love of God abide in him?” Daniel quoted. “The Dead Horses and the Sorrows have need of Zion, as evidence of God’s love for them, we will not close our hearts to their needs. Please remember Luke, that there are other ways to share the word of Jesus Christ beyond force. Let us minister to their spiritual needs, as we have in the past, and pray to the Lord that they will see his glory.”
Luke wore a martyred air as the rest of the quorum discussed the best ways to minister to the tribes of the south, and Daniel realized that he was not going to be silenced so easily. As Living Prophet it would be an easy thing to discipline him, of course: remove from the quorum, remove from the priesthood, and ultimately excommunication and expulsion from New Canaan were all options. Prophet Rigdon had been known to use these powers on rare occasion when an apostle or priest went too far in testing his authority, but Daniel had prayed to God on such thoughts and heard nothing. And in fact, he thought such actions only served to bring disharmony to the church and made everyone unhappy. In the case of Luke punishment may well make him more prideful and unforgiving. Daniel considered this as the other men talked, thinking how to both control and soften him at the same time. It would not be easy, he thought, but if everything were easy men would not need God’s guidance.
By the time Daniel’s focus returned to the discussion it had shifted from the tribes of southern Utah, to the Legion. “We fought in defense of our home three years ago, let us fight again. The Legion is weak, fractured and without a real leader, now is our time.” Luke said loudly to Johnathan, another apostle.
Daniel raised his hand to silence any response. “You are right Luke, we fought, but as you said it was in defense. Defense of the people of Utah, the men and women who would have otherwise suffered had the Legion’s attempt to move north succeeded. I am not blind to the suffering of those who currently live in Legion territory, but we would not improve their lives by going to war with them. Thousands would die, and truth be told I am not even sure that we would end up victorious.” He shook his head. “No, God’s word should be spread but not with violence. Let us act as we always have, let our caravans flow south, carrying trade, medical knowledge, and most importantly let us remember that we have more than food and medicine to offer. Good news is our most valuable commodity. We will teach, and start others along the path of salvation if we can.”
Luke furrowed his brow, no doubt ready to respond with condemnation, as Daniel had a thought. “Luke, in fact you deserve thanks for reminding us of the Legion, and that God has blessed us with wealth, not so we may sit and grow fat, but for His greater glory. That it is part of our holy duty to share our riches and spread his word.” Luke looked uncertain, pleased to be the center of attention, but wary of what Daniel might be getting at.
“I have decided,” Daniel went on, “That you shall be a part of our first caravan into Legion territory. They will offer safety to you as a trader, and you may…you may serve our lord amongst his lost children. Let the journey show you...” Daniel held his hand up by way of apology and paused, suddenly feeling a terrible headache coming on. He stood up, keeping a hand on his chair for support. “Gentleman…please excuse me. Let us continue this at another time. Peace be with you.” Without waiting for a reply he left the room for his private quarters.