Dijon, 1449
Anna Gryphon fell silent, she gradually stopped laughing, the varnish of joy slowly came off her while Dorothea von Hohenzollern was prating on. She stopped laughing, her smile faded slightly, and even though she still listened to her cousin’s chatter and her eyes were still fixed on her, her glance had grown faraway.
Anna had calmed down. Her smile had grown distant, calm, soft, timid. She even blushed when a hysterical Dorothea prattled about equipments. “Hey girl,” she was stilling her with some kind disapproval, patting her knees softly, “hey girl, hey girl, calm down, girl.”
Dorothea leant back, while laughing hard, breathing through her nose.. making a kind of snorting sound while laughing. Afterwards she needed some seconds to catch her breath. "Oh my.. I think your powder has quite an effect on me *laugh* ... *snort* ... *giggle*, Imagine my father seeing me now, it would be so not bona fide! *giggle* Perhaps... perhaps if you needed... perhaps you could come visit me in Brandenburg sometime?"
“Of course I will,” Anna muttered the reply in a somewhat tired voice, hugged her cousin tight, and dug her forehead in Dorothea’s shoulder. She felt satisfied for being needed. “Of course I will, Dora…”
She felt a connection forged between them, she felt that it was a Perfect Moment… though she secretly knew that there was no connection at all, that the Perfect Moment was in fact botched and faked. Sorrow filled her heart as she thought of the impassable walls separating them, and so she hugged Dorothea even more tightly, more and more tightly, in the way a little girl holds her doll; her hand was nervously, if not desperately, caressing her back.
“Dora,” she said finally, and raised her head to look deeply in her eyes. “If you’d ever need something, I… I’d heartily help. Really. I… I think you don’t believe it, but I do… I would indeed… I’d love to do good. I’d love to do something good to you.”