Nikolai looked out of his office window. The sun was setting, bathing the city in a fire-like glow, the windows reflecting the red back out across to each other. His thoughts were disjointed as he struggled to focus. Since his return from the Shroud, he had been preoccupied with what he had seen, what he had learned. Perhaps that being was right, Humanity wasn't ready for the answers. He had pondered on the Stranger, and the others. With his frequent visits he had begun to sense the differences between them, the different energies he felt emanate off of them. He still struggled though. Whilst he could discern who was who, their actual natures still eluded him. The more he tried to figure them out, the more fluid they seemed to be. He began to wonder if they were separate beings or different aspects of one. A cough behind him brought him back to the room. The sun had gone now, the inky black-blue of night replacing it, the cities lights slowly blinking on, drowning out any sights of the stars. He turned away from the window, irritated that he had allowed his thought to be turned so deep inward that he had dropped his defences and allowed someone to sneak up on him. He pushed his irritation down. The Cabal protected him, he knew. Samantha stood there, her bag in one hand and a jacket hung over her arm. 'I'm sorry to bother you, Prime Citizen, but I''m heading off for the night, unless you need me?' She spoke quietly, the lighting in the office creating a subdued environment. He nodded, turning towards his desk 'No, thank you. Enjoy your evening.' As she left, he noticed a light blinking on his desk. Ah, he thought to himself, the latest poll results are in. He quickly scanned them. Things looked comfortable for him. He smiled then shut down his system. He grabbed his jacket and walked out. Perhaps he would treat himself to an early evening as well.
Election time
'It is a dark and endless void out there. There are many threats, some we know and many we do not. Nature itself can, at any time, turn her back on us and take away all her boons. We have seen this before, asteroids, supernovas, even more earthly dangers such as famine and droughts. It is easy for us to be afraid. It would be easy for us to question who we are, why we are here, is it all even worth it.' He paused, the crowd silent, hanging on his every word. He looked over them all, he sensed their trepidation, their fear building. This was not what they expected, a bleak outlook instead of a grand vision of the future. He waited longer, heard the buzz as people began muttering amongst themselves. He looked over the crowd and, as the noise started to build, he spoke: 'But!' Loud, the crowd immediately silenced. 'But' softer 'We already know. It is worth it. Our tale could have ended on Earth, there were high chances it may never have begun. We have beaten all the odds, overcome obstacles both known and unknown. Humans have reached deep into space, spread our beliefs and values across the vast distances of the galaxy. We have survived. We have pushed through and we have prospered! And we will continue to do so! There may come a day when we find ourselves in an impossible situation, our backs against the wall with no friends and no way out. And we will fight to the very end. But it is not now. For now, we stand strong. Our fleets delve deeper into the unknown, tackling all threats before they come close to our borders. Our Scientists push light into the darkness, illuminating mysteries that confound others. We are one of many, yes, but where others follow, we lead the way! Our Union will continue to promote equality and freedom, and we will defend this galaxy from all threats.' He paused once more, looking around at the Admirals and Generals that stood behind him, looking out again over the crowd. 'And we will emerge victorious.' The crowd opened into thunderous applause as Nikolai waved out to them. He turned and walked down the steps, passing through the crowd shaking hands. He felt a stirring at the back of his mind. The Shroud beckoned him once more, but he needed to regain his strength before he ventured back in. There was still so much to learn. A chill passed down his spine. Somewhere, something was gathering strength. He felt it, on the edge of his awareness. He only hoped they would be ready...
This guy is unbeatable!
People were out in the street celebrating as strike fighters flew overhead. The fleets were finally making arriving back in Union space, having been fighting on the frontiers for several years. Fireworks were being set off on all continents on all planets across the Union, as well as on other planets of the Alliance. Whilst this was going on, the Council was deep in session. 'We need to do something. This war has drained our resources and something has to give.' The finance minister, Alfredo Geshmitt, looked tired as he filtered through the information available to him. 'At this rate we will run out of energy reserves in 2 years. Our alloy supplies are also getting low. We will have to scrap some of the fleets we have.' Angry shouting met that statement as the Council erupted. 'SILENCE!' Nikolai shouted, standing up. He slapped the table for emphasis. 'Unfortunately, the Minister is correct. Some of our smaller fleets will have to go. We need to get things back into balance.' Silence greeted his statement as all turned their glares back to him. 'However, this doesn't mean he would have to scrap fleets. Maybe some of our smaller ships can go? We have several vessels that were pressed into service. Pushing them back to the merchant fleets will gain us some reserves back as well as earn some favour with our merchants again.' Alfredo looked thoughtful. He quickly made some calculations. 'That could work...' Admiral Naik began to look more optimistic. 'We would need to have some guarantees. Last time we did this, we abandoned those that had fought for the Union, we let them down.' Nikolai nodded 'Of course, of course. Returning these ships to the merchant fleet will mean they will be in need of crews. We can offer retraining for those that wish to end their service, with a generous severance package of course.' Naik looked pleased at the promises, as Alfredo began to scowl once more. Nikolai held up a hand to stave off any further arguments. 'Don't worry, it will be gradual and we will balance it. I would like the plans by the end of the month. Now, we also have to consider what this peace will actually mean. This is the second time we have been dragged into a war needlessly. This must not happen again. We need to reserve and build our strength.' He looked up. 'Gradually, of course' he added quickly before Alfredo could speak. 'Again we need to plan this carefully. So, I suggest a break and we'll meet again in...' he looked at the time 'say an hour?'
The war is finally over!
Nikolai breathed deeply. He closed his eyes and focused inwards. In his mind he was stood on the edge of a cliff. The wind whipped dust, creating small cyclones. He saw himself balancing on the edge, his clothes flowing around him. The sky was clear and bright, though when he looked he couldn't see where the light came from. In his mind he recognised how odd this was, but quickly dismissed it. The Shroud was a creation of his mind... or the beings that lived there projected their own perceptions in his mind? It was an interesting quandary... He shook his head. He was getting distracted. He felt the presence again, familiar, seductive... 'Welcome back. You seem... different.' A young woman appeared this time. He turned to face her and was struck by her beauty. She smiled. 'You prefer this image, I see... You people are so... Well, it matters not.' He laughed with her, understanding. Humans always had a failing for good looks, their history was littered with bad choices made from desire. 'I have questions, as you know. But for answers...' He hesitated. She stopped smiling, her features taking on a more sinister countenance. She smiled, and this time there was no warmth to it. The smile was predatory. Around him the atmosphere changed once more. Storm clouds came rushing in, the wind increased in speed, buffeting at him, threatening to push him off the end. Nikolai put all his concentration into staying still. The rain came, quick and heavy. It soaked him in seconds, the wind chilling him to the bone. When the lightning began, he almost didn't notice the flash. He felt the thunder though, a rumble deep through him. The woman stood through all of this, the rain bouncing off her leaving her dry, the wind having no effect. Her smile remained fixed as she stared at him. He leaned towards her as he felt his feet beginning to slide backwards, unwilling to trust taking a step in case he lost grip. The woman seemed to hover closer to him. 'You have questions. Of course. And we are here purely to provide you with answers, obviously.' She now stood so close to him that their noses were almost touching. Her face was so close it blurred. Nikolai struggled, feeling himself being overwhelmed. The effort of keeping his connection in the Shroud was beginning to overwhelm him. 'You think we are here for your convenience!? For your amusement!?' She was screaming at him now. Nikolai forced himself to concentrate, forcing himself to speak. 'No... We... Do.. Not... Desire... Answers...'
Suddenly he was face down on the ground. The storm that had been summoned stopped as suddenly as it began. He picked himself up, dusting himself off. The woman laughed, loudly and deeply. 'You think we do not know... You... Ah!' She laughed even harder as she waved a hand. Nikolai felt something shift in his mind. The connection to the Cabal had gone! He pushed down the panic starting to rise up in him. 'You actually thought... That...' The woman was struggling to speak from laughter. 'You know he did. This poor creature.' Another voice to his side. He turned, but saw nothing, spinning a full circle. The woman looked annoyed now, her laughter stopping. 'Go away. Now is not your time.' The other presence whipped around him 'Ah, but it is close... you can feel it... This one... Yes...' The woman smiled, that predatory smile that scared him. She waved her hand, and the other presence left. 'You fools! You think you are powerful because, what? You can read minds?' She walked around him as he struggled to stand straight. He reached out with his mind, struggling to connect to the Cabal, but to no avail. 'Don't bother.' She stopped behind him, leaning in. He felt her press against him, her breath on his neck as she took a deep breath... 'They can't reach you here and they can't reach you....' It felt like his stomach was wrenched out, twisted. He felt himself shifting...
'Here.' She stepped back. Nikolai looked around. Everywhere was bright light, blinding, but it didn't seem to affect him. He felt no need to cover his eyes. It was like the heart of a star. And he felt energy, untapped, limitless energy. 'Where are we...?' he breathed, his fear taken over by his wonder. 'We are in a place that never was yet always is.' The voice had changed. The old man was back. He held up a hand, stopping the question. 'I am what you perceive me to be. When I am playful, or angry, you perceive a beautiful woman. I suspect your 'psychiatrists' would have something to say about that!' He smiled. 'When I am imparting wisdom, you see me as this. It is a simple explanation, but it will suffice.' Nikolai looked around him, marveling as he sought out the details, seeing the energy combining and splitting, merging and melting into each other, separating like water, colliding like bricks. 'A place... I do not understand.' The old man laughed. 'Ah, and yet you finally understand.' Nikolai nodded. The beings would teach them, but on their terms. They posed questions and challenges, but not answers. 'Yes.' The being replied simply, reading his thoughts. 'A man could waste lifetimes contemplating this.' Nikolai replied. He began to feel his years, the chill of death hovering over him. 'They could. They have. And they will again. It is a shame, really, how fleeting your lives are.' Nikolai nodded. 'And you? Are you immortal, or just long lived?' The being was amused, Nikolai could feel that, but no answer was forthcoming. He continued to marvel the surroundings in silence, two beings watching the continuous stream of energy. As he watched he saw patterns. He looked closer, now practiced at zooming his vision in at will. He saw that the energy followed patterns and he remembered. It was the same patterns he saw in his last visit, the births and deaths of universes, of galaxies and stars, planets and life. All of it was connected to this energy. It was almost hypnotic. 'Reach out. Take it, and see how much time could be spent learning the mysteries. Just... push... there.' Nikolai reached out, not conscious of his own actions. In his mind, alarm bells were ringing as he pushed towards the energy. He knew what he was about to do was dangerous, to put his spiritual form into such power! He touched the energy!
He felt the jolt run through him, as though he had been struck by lightning, by many different bolts, all at once! His body shook and shuddered, he felt as though he was being stretched and folded all at once, his spine rippling as it curved first one way, then the other. All the hair on his body stood on end, reaching out away from him as though the charge was pushing it away from him. His eyes felt as though they were filled with light, blinding him. His skin felt on fire, then frozen, one straight after the other. The being stood to one side, watching carefully as though judging and evaluating him. He felt as though he had been pushed out of his body, then dragged back in. Slowly, he managed to lift his arms and saw his hands glowing, flames covering every inch, shifting hues from red to blue to green to gold then back to red. He focused on his hands and the fire died down, melting into him. The sensations slowed, the pain subsiding as he concentrated harder. Just when he thought he had it under control, it hit his mind. He felt knowledge tearing through him. He understood everything and nothing all at once. He could compute the entire universe, then struggled to add one and one. He saw all futures, then forgot all pasts. He heard... something. Like an animal in great pain, as though being tortured. It took him a moment to realise it was him! He was screaming! He turned his head, slowly, the effort exhausting him. He looked over to the old man who stood there impassively. He tried to speak, to ask him why. Then, silence. He fell to...
Nothing... He looked around him. It was pitch black, he felt a floor beneath him, but couldn't see it. He lifted his hands and saw a glow at the edges. Not enough to light his surroundings though. He closed his eyes and breathed. 'Good. Excellent. We will be in touch' A voice whispered into his ear. He opened his eyes and turned towards it but... nobody was there. In his office. He was kneeling and the office was empty. He stood, shaking, reaching his hand down, his... still... glowing... hand... He fell against his desk in shock. He moved towards a mirror and looked in. He looked... younger! His eyes were glowing slightly, his skin had a sheen to it that had nothing to do with his sweat. He felt his breathing increase. What had happened in there...
He is... The... Chosen One...