"Consultation"
21st Odoos, 9 (2188)
Duxanek
I enter the room. There's a circular table. Around it are all but one of the colony's leadership. Well, two, but Alexandra is listening in when the light travel time delay catches up; Thando is in the background.
"Good evening. I've gathered us here because as Chief Medical Officer, it is my job to look after the colony. Therefore, I have been monitoring Naomi. Naomi's mental health is deteriorating. Such that I believe Naomi is not mentally well enough to be in her position, and I believe that she has to be temporarily stood down before her health endangers the colony. I want to consult everyone before I go to her to tell her I'm relieving her of duties."
I wait to see if anyone comments. Worried faces everywhere. Some nods.
I look at Rivkah. "Rivkah, would you tell the others what you told me that led me to convene this?"
She's hesitant. Drags her claws on the floor beneath her chair. "Honestly, Mum really isn't well."
I nod as I lean in. "There's more."
Rivkah blurts it out. "She has a cyanide pill."
Buri looks at his daughter, then the rest of us. "She doesn't believe that She could cope with losing me."
I point out the diagnostic information I left on the table. "The ingestion of cyanide in sufficient dosage is lethal to Humans. Naomi is undergoing suicidal thoughts, and it is consistent with her stoically facing life-long trauma and suffering depression."
Ykrett shakes his head. "I won't say she isn't a bit crazy, but Naomi is not suicidal."
Cibbav speaks next. "Normally, Naomi just lets me get on with my work. We worked out the broad strokes years ago, and she gave me resources when I asked for them, but otherwise let me get on with the projects. Since Thando brought Tipheret's research and laboratory tools, Naomi's become obsessed with becoming pregnant."
Alexandra presses her buzzer as Thando comes to the mic. "She's not herself."
Monica talks next. "She is depressed. I mean, she's an ex-prostitute. She's used to being used until she's used up. It makes perfect sense she's been pushing herself to breaking point."
Buri nods again. "And She is anxious." He pauses. "Very anxious. She doesn't sleep. Hasn't had a proper night's sleep since the Flagship."
I look at him. "Buri, would you agree that she could use time off work to rest and recover?"
"Yes. Yes, She needs it."
I look around the table. "Anyone here who thinks she's ok?"
Silence.
Only Ykrett disagrees. "She's not well, granted. But she's doing the best she can. Have we considered what making her stop will do to her?"
Buri nods. "She... Isn't the best at resting. Her anxiety will get worse."
I look at them both. "I understand that. But we have to think about the colony. If Naomi isn't mentally sound, then we have to give her time to recover."
Rivkah squirms in her chair again. "Mum's been training me to lead. But... I'm nervous about it."
"I'm not suggesting that we retire her. Just give her a break."
Buri looks at Cibbav. "If you can give her a placeholder while continuing the project, then I can take her away on a romantic break."
"Actually, we're progressing really well with it - Daas building some of the much more powerful computers in the Archives has really boosted how quickly we can iterate solutions. We might actually be able to do it for this mating season."
I interrupt. "She is not mentally well enough for being pregnant."
Alexandra presses her buzzer again. "Equally it would be the perfect opportunity to give her maternity leave."
Odoos looks at everyone. "Who will lead us while Naomi is out of action?"
Caeso raises a hand. "May I speak?"
I nod.
"I can't help but see her mother when I look at Naomi. But she isn't her mother as much as she tries to be. I perceive that the leadership has grown so dependent on her that simply asking the question of who leads in her absence has become an issue. I propose that we put Rivkah in charge of domestic leadership, and Alexandra in charge of military leadership while Naomi has maternity leave. They are both good choices whom Naomi would trust to lead while she recovers."
Rivkah squirms. "I'm not ready."
Shendredie smiles to her. "Think of it as practice, little one."
That makes her think. "I suppose. But I'll need support, I can't do everything that Mum does. I don't have her ideas."
"We have the Holocron and the Archive. Plenty of ideas. And we aren't getting rid of her, just resting her while we can."
There's nods, murmurs of agreement. Rivkah has a brave face on. Thando and Alexandra are looking in their eyes while discussing themselves.
I stand. "I will consult the Holocron and see what thoughts he suggests, and then I will inform Naomi. I'm the one who can actually order her to stand down, after all."