I can see how that would prevent you from taking on a big campaign...
...but perhaps you can take this opportunity to have more casual, less massive projects? You can do loads of smaller games in the mean time. Even a new game each day. On one, you can take an impossible start and see how far you can survive. On another, you might try out a technique or strategy you heard others talking about. In the next, you might do something really goofy just for the luls.
By all means, save your effort for the big guns, even if those are months and months away. But in the mean time, try new things and enjoy yourself :happy: