Chapter Seven
~ Clinch Mountain, Tennessee.
The winter was brewing in full force now, especially in the Tennessee Mountain ranges. Inside the old cabin, Tom and Jennifer sat on the sofa while Jennifer’s Aunt was in the kitchen. Tom was blindly staring out at the snow storm that was harshly being moved from side to side, making visibility quite difficult. The many trees were now mere shadows or small figures of cardboard out in the distance, as the white flakes borrowed up against the window and door of the cabin.
Beside the nice warm fire, Jennifer was mixing a soup that her Aunt was preparing. Tom walked over with a smile, “Excuse me dear, I think you’re doing that wrong,” he said.
“Really,” she replied with a smile, “and how would you prepare it sir.”
“Well,” Tom said, “first off, you need to add some of this basil,” he said, putting the basil into the pot. “Then you need to stir in a circular motion,” he said with a laugh. Jennifer pushed him out of the way with a smile.
At dinner, the winter storm seemed not to be letting up. With Christmas already in the pass, the new year of 1862 was quickly approaching. The small tree that was in the corner, serving as the Christmas tree was still alight with the candles that were hanging from the tree’s branches. Tom was far more silent than usual, he was just spinning his soup in a constant circle with the spoon he held in his hand; the soup being in a small stone bowl.
“Is there something wrong?” Jennifer asked him.
Tom sighed and sat farther back in his chair, “I just think that I should be home right now, with everyone: my father, mother, Jeb, Dill… Bill.”
“Still upset about the death of your brother are you?” she asked him again, her Aunt got up from her seat and walked to the sink.
“I feel a little guilty, not that he died… but that my family doesn’t know, and they will more than likely never see his grave in that… goddamned place south of here.”
“My sister, Alicia, if you can remember her…”
“So how old is she now? Sixteen or something like that now?”
“Actually she’s fifteen, but she still has a thing for you younger brother Jeb. I have a few letters from her; especially since she knows I talk to you a lot, more recently now than in the past. So she’s been bugging me to ask you about your younger brother.”
“I don’t know what to say I reckon. I haven’t seen him since the summer,” Tom said with a minor laugh.
After the dinner, the troupe eventually settled into their rooms to rest, for tomorrow would be December 31st, for the next day following would be January the 1st, 1862. As he slept, Tom once again was a bit uneasy as he slept.
“Do not be afraid,” said a voice.
Tom was staring at the ghostly figure.
“Do not be afraid, reach for the light,” the voice said, the face becoming more visible as it circled around him.
“I don’t know what it is,” Tom said to the voice.
“Well of course you do,” said the voice, “and if you didn’t, it didn’t stop you from enlisting. Like you knew what the war was going to be like…” the voice once again said, the face becoming more visible as the time went on.
“I don’t know…” Tom said.
“Well, reach for it!” the voice said. “What’s wrong, don’t believe me?” the voice said, becoming clearly visible.
“Bill?” Tom asked in horror, the face of his brother was.
“Reach,” Bill said to his brother. As Tom reached out, he saw the sight outside in clear daylight despite of the harsh winter night.
“Wait,” Bill said.
The ghostly figures were very apparent; they rode off to the familiar hills, the same of home. In the hills the pointed down-hill to the small town that was just beyond, it had an eerie similarity to his home: Wilson’s Creek.
“What, home?” Tom questioned with an obscure face.
“Watch,” Bill said.
Tom watched as the town was filled with gunfire, he noticed several figures: his father and his some of the other townsmen battling it out with many other figures, eventually they would all be gunned-down by the men he didn’t notice.
Tom looked up at his brother, “What’s going on? Is this going to happen to them?”
“Watch,” Bill said.
Tom turned back to see his younger brother Jeb at the gallows that were constructed in the center of the town. His young brother was struggling against the men that placed the rope around his neck, and then he awoke right as the men in the dropped the hatchet and sent Jeb falling to the ground.
Tom was breathing heavily, he looked out the window, the sunlight was trying to peer through the frost on the windows.
Jennifer walked in, “Tom, Tom, Tom? Are you alright?”
“Yessum, I’m fine,” he said, though he had his head full of many thoughts. Inside, he was burning up. As Jennifer left, he placed his hands over his head, he muttered to himself, “I need to get home.”