The Danish Revival
23. Under a Waning Moon
A Clearing in a Forest, near Roskilde,
Night of September 5th 1840,
There were so many questions he wanted to find answers to. They circled round his head, poking, prodding, hoping for a glint of light. There was only one man who knew the answers to those questions, and should they ever meet then it was likely that asking questions would not be on his mind. It would not be on his mind at all.
He must pay. He must fall, and beg for mercy. He will pay, and when he does, I will look into his eyes and feel nothing. No amount of pleading and desperate begging will sway me, for I have a mission that I must fulfil. Under my cold, watchful gaze, Mathias Jonsson will die. He will die and no one will shed a tear, least of all me-
“What are you thinking about, Jens?” The blue eyes focussed, and regarded the youthful, innocent face of Niel Christian Madsen. Niel had short brown hair, blue eyes and a strong jaw. He only looked about nineteen, and he and Jens had formed a solid, if sometimes stormy, companionship over the past three days. Jens was the old hardened, bitter pessimist compared to Niel’s young fresh-faced hardened bitter pessimist.
There was a moment of eerie silence until Jens coughed, and looked up into the bright, star-filled sky.
“I was thinking of revenge.” I was thinking of murder. Niel nodded, his own head full of plans of sweet bloody vengeance. He too looked to the sky, and let out a stifled laugh.
“Do you believe in God, Jens?” Niel looked down at his companion with bright eyes, and after a few seconds Jens averted his gaze away from the stars and looked Niel straight in the eye.
“Maybe. I would say so, although if he does exist then he must have a sick sense of humour.” Jens sighed. “Don’t listen to me kid, I’m just old and cynical. Yes, I do believe in God, really.” Niel considered this, and wrinkled his brow. He spoke softly and carefully.
“Would God sanction the vengeance we both crave?” Jens narrowed his eyes, and once again looked up towards the heavens.
“God created justice. The natural moral law is the very law set down by God himself, when Moses came down from the mountain. We must act in favour of what is good, for God himself is the very essence of goodness. You following so far?” Niel nodded.
“Yes, but you have yet to answer the question.” Jens let out a guttural laugh and sighed.
“Right. So anyway, to abide by the good. But what is the good? Is it enough to do no harm, to stay out of the fray? For example, if you see a man being brutally beaten on the street, is there a moral obligation to help that man?” Jens raised his eyebrows in enquiry, and regarded Niel with amused anticipation.
“Well, it depends, doesn’t it? If you’re asking theoretically then yes, I would attempt to help the man I suppose.”
“Why?”
“Because…because it is the right thing to do.”
“Aha! Yes, it is the good! God’s law gifts us with duties. Inaction in the face of the bad is as morally reprehensible as actively creating pain!”
“Sure, all right, but why the philosophy lesson?” Jens shook his head softly.
“I’m trying to illustrate a point if you don’t mind, kid! Anyway, that means that it is in the interests of the good to prevent others from violating it. My…our vengeance, it would be an act of good, for our inaction against him would in itself violate God’s law.” Niel screwed his brow in confusion.
“Right, okay, but there’s one quite important part that doesn’t fit. You know as well as I do that killing another man is a big no-no. Thou shalt not kill?” Jens grinned, and ran his hands threw his dirty blonde hair. In the short silence that ensued an owl hooted mournfully under the waning moon, and there was a rustle from within the bushes of a fox on the prowl. Jens noticed absolutely none of this. He spoke with a spooky quietness that had not been in his voice until now.
“Thou shalt not kill. That’s a funny one, kid. Did the knights who went to the Holy Land in the 12th century care about Thou shalt not kill? No, no they did not. They were fighting a holy fight against the infidel, who they slaughtered in their thousands.” Jens stared at Niel with a fire in his old blue eyes. “Despite the fact that all men are God’s creatures. Mathias Jonsson, on the other hand, was not sent by God but by the Devil, by Beelzebub, Lucifer, whatever you care to call him. He is a stain upon humanity, a blot that must be wiped out. Thou shalt not kill only refers to God’s creatures.” Jens let out a snort, and wiped his face. “So, you see, to answer your question, God would sanction the vengeance that you and I crave. He must, by his very nature. Trust me on this, kid.”
They had continued talking for a little while longer until the lure of sleep was too hard to resist, for Niel at least. Jens lay awake, his mattress some straw that they had stolen from a farm and his blanket a large sack he had found by the roadside, probably used for wheat originally. The itchy fabric of the rough sack scrapped against his skin, but he did not care. To him, this was luxury, at least compared to the last four years.
Jens thought back over the last three days. It had mostly been spent laying low in the woods, only emerging to steal food and rob passing travellers of all they possessed. The clothes that Jens now wore originally belonged to a merchant who had the misfortune to encounter the two fugitives turned highwaymen. Niel’s (admittedly unloaded) pistol has certainly been useful, Jens thought with amusement. He realised that they had become nothing more than common bandits, and knew that this could not continue for much longer, no matter who may be after him. After all, who could forget thou shalt not steal?
Tomorrow, he thought with steely determination, tomorrow we head for Roskilde. Jens lay awake, gazing at the stars until the sun rose to illuminate another new day with the soft caress of her rays.