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Uhh, don't know were else to put this, but theres a bit of a problem.

As many of you know, i'm really 16. And i seemed to get myself in a bit of a situation.

I started working at this place, and i met this girl, lets call her Monica...

Ok, i talked to Monica in a group yesterday at work for like a hour, then after she asked for my number. I gave it to her, she texted me and we've been flirting for like a day now, and its been getting pretty insanely obvious ...

I know i'm smart. I have the ability to pass Advance placement classes with no studying, reading or really doing anything besides listening to the teacher and writing down what he says. I don't ever see those notes ever again, but i still remember them. Everyone else in there are the sharp core elite kids, kids that study every night and read and do all the homework thats assigned to him.
Somedays I feel like im wasting my mind, and in reality im am, i know i can do so much better if i cared. ...

I'm sitting here, in my friends basement, with everyone else sleeping upstairs, and im not sleeping, not cause of insommia, but Its cause i've been thinking.
I was at this party like a week ago, and lets just say I was a bit "werid", like I was outside and i was seeing stuff in the trees (I really can't say more without breaking forum rules.)

Anyways, what happened was everyone was "doing stuff" and after that i for some reason walked away from the campfire ...

I'm always looking for some friends to play some L4D or Cod5 (even if i suck at it), or even GTA4.
gamertag is waltz55, hit me up people


edit: yeah its a shamless ad, but whatever

(btw, im starting to censor s**ks cause it was done in my last blog)


Anyways, i got acne, and it seriously won't go away.
I'm trying out this cream with a (very obvious) portion of acid and methol in it. I used to just use soap and water on my face like 3 times a day and it didnt work well, but sadly I found out that part of my acne problem is genetic (my dad got it seriously bad).
Its not that its bad, its that its near constant, it doesn't go away. Seeing if ...